All that exists is me. I am:
the sun, the earth, the planets, the stars
the animals, the bugs, the, plants, the microbes
Oh but it doesn't stop there. I am:
the abuser
the abused
the rapist, the murderer, the child molester, the war monger, the one taking food from the starving
the one being raped, the child molested, the one bombed, the starved to death
These are all me. I am one and equal with all these points as me and more. Anything and everything in this existence is me and exists within me as I am responsible for everything that exists as me.
When I participate in thoughts, feelings, and emotions of any kind, I participate in the same systems that all other beings participate in that manifest this current world system as it is in its totality.
For instance, if I run a backchat (internal dialog) that whereby the little voice in my head is telling me that I need to have sex with this woman or that woman, and I wind up masterbating as a result – an action derived from the thoughts that I have accepted and allowed that drove me to masterbate, I am no different than the rapist who runs his backchat whereby his little voice in his head drives him to physically abuse another. I am operating from the same system – the sex system. Where I am doing the exact same thing as the rapist, the childmolester, the homosexual, whatever – I am participating in internal dialog (backchat), visualizations, all based on memories, judgements, opinions where this participation builds and increases in energy to a point where it must be released somehow and my release is to masturbate or have sex with a woman, and the others just mentioned release in ways just mentioned. So, I have a different manifestated outcome but I am doing the same thing. The rapist is therefore showing me what I have accepted and allowed to exist within me.
When I accept and allow myself to become angry at another being and I wind-up suppressing it, I am no different than the murderer who accepts and allows his internal backchat (dialog) to drive him to kill. I am still participating in thoughts, feelings, and emotions related to anger and I suppress or perhaps exhibit an angry outburst, while the murderer kills – both of us are participating in the same system. So, the murderer is showing me what I have accepted and allowed within myself.
When I go to war with someone with the voice in my head whereby I am imagining proving my superiourityover him or her – in proving I am right or proving my point – I participate in the same systems that cause whole countries to go to war, and therefore I manifest war. So, war is showing me what I accept and allow within myself.
We like to hide in judgements of good and bad towards others, labeling those who symbolize to us what we want to see as “good” and others who cause us to fear as “bad”. We like to label people as “evil doers” as if we ourselves are not doing the same thing. We like to form groups of good guys where we fight the bad guys. All we are really doing is resisting ourselves as there are no real bad and good guys out there. All that exists “out there” is a reflection of who and what each and everyone of us has accepted and allowed ourselves to become. And what we have become is beings who live in self-interest and spite, and this current manifested total fuck-up of a reality is the living proof of this as it is the manifested consequence of self-interest and spite. The term “Good guys” is just a label that was given to us to keep us deluded to not see this for what it is.
So many like to just look at the positive side as some sort of excuse or cover-up justifying the fucked-ness that this reality has become. One excuses the massive suffering and the destruction of our home, the earth, just because of some good deeds that a few do or because the birds still sing pretty songs in the morning. Some like to go to church and pray to a god to get that feeling that they are doing the “right” thing while others support political parties. All of this is just covering-up and hiding from ourselves.
We must face ourselves for what we have all accepted and allowed in this reality as ourselves, realizing that we are all responsible for everything that exists in its totality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide from this existence in positivity or in good vs. bad or in god
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge others, not realizing that I am doing the same thing and that instead of judging others I see in others what I have become and I stop.
I stand as all of existance as me, one and equal, directing myself and my reality to a point of what is best for all through stopping the mind and remaining here. I am no longer accepting myself as an ego personality construct of mind derived from downloaded information from the unconscious and subconsious mind mixed with a dash of memories, opinions, and judgements that I have formed over the years to custom tailor my limited expression of me as mind. I am all of existence, undefined; and from that starting point I direct this world to what is best for all
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