Do I know what is best / the best version of myself in any given situation / moment? Considering the points brought up in this interview, I can see that a part of me does in fact know what is best / the best version of myself and then if the emotional reactions are “too much” I quickly shut it down and don’t slow down enough to look at it or consider acting on in, and instead accept and allow the mind and it’s automated response patterns of fear, protection, defense, justification, worry, etc to act for me / in my behalf because I have not the courage to stand on my own. Perhaps I should define and live the word courage? And also considering the point that whatever we give attention to most, we tend to create, by not acting on that part of me that does know what is best / the best version of myself in any given moment, I am in fact perpetuating and creating myself as the mind of which is the problem and not the solution.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore and suppress that
part of myself that knows what is best / what is the best version of
myself in any given moment.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have the courage to
stand up and act on what is best / the best version of myself in any
given moment, especially when the point is clear and I have already
slowed down to consider a specific point.
I forgive myself
that I have not accepted and allowed myself to gift to myself the
ability to slow down and breathe when faced with a moment of deciding
between acting on that part of myself that does in fact know what is
best / the best version of myself in any given moment, and going into
the mind and its automating patterns that I am oh too familiar with
and comfortable with of which is the easy way out because it is so
easy to be sucked right into the patterns and submit in exchange for
the feeling of doing something about an apparent problem that
probably does not in fact exist.
I forgive myself
that I have not accepted and allowed myself to gift to myself the
gift of slowing down and breathing, where I enable myself to stop my
mind and stand as life. Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed my beingness and self-expression to be suppressed by the
patterns of my mind instead of gifting myself the release of the mind
and its patterns through slowing down, breathing, and self-forgiving,
and standing within and acting on what is the best version of myself.
Thus, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to stand on the realization that the key to walking process and
birthing self as life is to be creating self as life more than one is
creating self as the mind because in any given moment one is creating
self either way.
I forgive myself
that I have not accepted and allowed myself to redefine and live the
word courage – wherein I live and walk within the point of courage
wherein I have, am, and express the courage to stand on what is best
and live it as my expression in every moment that I am able to see
the solution.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself to my own
back-chats that I accept and allow to become “over-whelming” and
then pretend that “I cannot resist” so that I can justify allow
my mind to tell me what to do and who I am just because I am to
scared to stand.
When and as I see
myself in a moment of “truth” where I can decide to be and act on
that part of me that knows what is best / the best version of myself
and the part of me that wants to still be coddled with the patterns
of the mind so that I don’t have to be responsible, I stop and I
breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to be the worst version of
myself just because I am too scared or too addicted to energy and
bullshit. The time for being a wimp is past. It is time to stand
and what is best. Thus, I commit myself, when those moments arise,
immediately remind myself of this writing, then slow down and breathe
and take a stand to not act at all until I am clear and stabilized
through within and as the breath in the physical where I am here in
oneness and equality. Then once clear, I commit myself to stand with
the courage to act on what is best / the best version of myself –
so that I can stand as the solution to what is here, instead of the
problem.
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