I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make investment and trade decisions for any other reason that pattern recognition.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself as a trader with a positive resonance in my mind wherein I create
an ego point in association with the physical action of making trades. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to feel superior / desire to be superior within the point of
trading not realizing that this is derived from the starting point of feeling
inferior which is fear of not being enough / fear of not being as good as others. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to hold within and as myself a resonant fear of not
being as good as / fear of being less than others within and as myself and to
then be directed by it, instead of being directed by breath and the purpose of
creating a world of equality wherein I / we live within the physical reality that we are all in fact
equals with different abilities.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
trade and invest impulsively / emotionally instead of breathing and following a
principle behind each and every decision.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear losing money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear money. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire money for the sake of having
money, which is greed, in order to ease my fear of money / not having enough money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define
myself within and as how much money I have wherein the more money I have the more
superior I am and vise versa; instead of realizing that I am a physical being
and that never changes regardless of the amount of money I have and thus my
value never changes nor does anyone else’s due to the amount of money anyone
may or may not have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect the words freedom and money as if they somehow are a function of each
other. And I suppose they are within and
as the system, as the more money one has the more one can do in the system, but
in regards to real freedom, money has no bearing on the stopping of the mind as
that is a personal commitment, with the exception that money can provide the
tools and living support necessary to help one stop the mind, but money itself
does not stop the mind. Thus, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to EQUATE money to freedom, rather
than seeing it for what it is as a tool to support one to acquire the support
to stop the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear acting irresponsibly by losing money in the stock market, or any other type
of invest or trade that I may make, especially when I see an investment going
down in price unexpectedly. Within this,
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine others
laughing, mocking, and scolding me for losing money in an investment or trade
telling me things like “you should know better”, “you cannot take such risks!” “you
are irresponsible”. As a reaction to
this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself react further
with becoming emotionally hasty and impatient becoming mind possessed to act
impulsively making rash decisions to “sell” in order to “protect” myself from
this (real or imagined), instead of committing to a disciplined trading and
investing approach where I, without emotion and within as breath, only make a decision
to buy or sell based upon criteria that I have defined in advance, and also
based on specific patterns and trends that I have also learned to recognize in advance. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to, in the past, get worked up into an emotional frenzy (as
described above), and then become completely mind-possessed where I physically
stop everything that I am doing, go to the computer place my hands on the keyboard
and begin typing into the keyboard a sell trade based upon pure emotion where I
am not here directing me within and as breath.
I commit myself to, when faced with the point of selling, this is usually
based on the primary point of Fear of Loss, and thus I commit myself to stop everything
in that moment by keeping my hands flat on the desk or on my lap or completely
walking away from the computer and doing nothing except breathing until I ground
these emotions into and within and as the physical, putting out the fire. I commit myself to breathe methodically and
to remind myself that I must stick to my pre-arranged patterns and buy and
selling commitments. I commit myself to
decide in advance the criteria that is required to sell a security AKA stop
loss, and stick to it no matter what.
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