Day 431 – Conspiracy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear conspiracies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear restrictions to my freedoms

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being heard.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within myself the desire to be heard based on this fear. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being silenced.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear digital currency and the potential for enslavement that it can bring with it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the social credit score.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the new world order.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a world order that is different than what I have been living in since I was born.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become attached / self-identified with this current world order.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place positive value in this current world order above life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear control / to fear being controlled and thereby, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest within and as myself the desire to control others and what they think and perceive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value in freedom and then react in fear to the idea of loosing it.  I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I have never really in-fact lived and experienced freedom because all this time I have been enslaved to my mind as energy and never really lived here, free, as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear martial law. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear vaccines and fear being vaccinated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear authority.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist authority and within that create the illusion of me pictured in my mind as defying authority / as empowered  when in fact my resistance is futile as I remained enslaved continuously to the voice in my head and also this world system as a reflection of my inner enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being a sheep.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others being sheep and the consequences that being a sheep can bring on us collectively.  However, within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand, that this is a self-righteous idea / self-image that is a manifested illusion of me being somehow not as complicit in this manifested reality as it is now because I believe myself to not be a sheep – when in fact, sheep or not, so long as I am a slave to that little voice in my head, I am equally manifesting this current world order equal and one with everyone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being brainwashed.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to expose others and being brainwashed within and as a form of spite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear judgement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the day of the lord AKA that point in time of irreversible consequence when it is too late.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being lied to about the shape of the earth.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn the shape of the earth from a simple point of self-honest investigation to a point of polarity where I judge others who do not come to the same conclusion as me, and within in this polarity I create and generate energy as characters and personalities which leads to more enslavement, regardless of the shape of the earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the end of days.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the United Nations and Agenda 2030.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the clever implementation of a global “governance” system under the guise of “saving the planet” orchestrated by the UN of which usurps our ability to govern ourselves as we give up our freedoms to an all powerful sovereign for a feeling of security. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being ruled over in secret by a group of satanic pedophiles.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear to the idea and belief that “it’s too late” and “there’s not enough time”.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste in inordinate amount of time making excuses and justifications for why I cannot stand up and stop all this insanity within and as myself.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project this onto others and our current time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being forced to do something and to be restricted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear behavior modification and its potential through technology / technological enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear fake science and thus react in anger and disdain towards others who believe to be real the same science that I see as fake.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being manipulated by hidden powers by and through fake science and fake statistics, when in fact this is reflection of my enslavement to my own mind as I am currently ruled over by my mind because I have not slowed down enough to see the difference between my illusory digital self as my mind and my real self as a physical being, due to my own apathy and spite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear fake religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear propaganda.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the Nazis

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having a false paradigm of reality being presented as real by so-called authorities.  Within this, and within the point of “as within / so without” – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a false paradigm within and as myself as my mind as the illusion of my manifested digital personalities.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the point of divide and conquer through others creating and presenting false dichotomies and manipulation to me as if it is real, not realizing that I also stand divided and conquered within ans as myself when I live as the mind.

I see, realize, and understand that the world I live in today is a manifested consequence of how I, as all-one, have been living for billions of years, within and as myself, life after life, evolving this reality over time without even realizing it, due to my apathy, spite, and self-interest, to what it is now in its manifested form of and as severe restrictions and severe suffering for most of the world where we are ruled in secret by psychopaths – and that within this I have no one to point a finger at but myself.  Thus, I commit myself to perfect and purify my vocabulary and my relationship to words, where I step by step, breath by breath, day by day consistently diffuse, dismantle, and release myself from my digital personalities and thereby recreate myself and birth myself as life as a living physical being as the living example of the solution to what is here.  I see, realize, and understand that where we are right now in our current process, with the world the way it is now, that we really may be out of time and that consequence may over take us, but I commit myself to not let that stop me from standing as an example of the real solution to what is here now, and thus pressing through fearlessly, consistently in the remaining time I / we have to change this world for what is best for all  - - changing my inner reality into what I desire to see in this outer world, and then eventually also doing my best to be changing this outer world to reflect my inner world as a living being with no mind - where we can all hopefully have real fun equal and one, one day.