I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to -- in the moment of seeing
someone posting a statement or information on FB, or any other form
of media / medium, that is contrary / challenges my viewpoint /
position in regards to areas / topics that I have put a lot of time
in investigating, in
the past
–
accept and allow myself to then
become consumed
by my
imagination
as
energy
experience, in my Mind, from where I create an alternate energy
version of an actual physical moment in reality, wherein
instead of being here with and as the other being within
and as their words, ,
I start “envisioning
the
world ending” because others hold opinions or positions contrary to
mine (as
a negative energy experience),
unless I come to their “rescue / set
them straight”
and forcibly recondition their mind to accept reality as I see it
thereby
positioning myself as some form of hero (that
part with a positive resonance) –
all this self
manipulation through negative
energy imagination
/ experience
followed
by positive energy / imagination experience
leading to imaginations
and then back-chatting
with statements
like “He/she
cannot get away with this! I must point out the err in his/her
logic/reason right now! What will happen if this is allowed to
continue! We
will never make progress if we cannot all agree. We will not have a
world that is best for all if people hold positions that are not best
for all, even with the best intentions. This person is disingenuous
or intellectually lazy”
I forgive myself that I havent accepted and allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand how I have from Imagination to Backchat, entirely
separated me into and as
the Mind as Energy, generating
an energy experience from within the Imagination itself where I
create an energy relationship to the
opinions (as positive) that I hold and those that others express (as
negative unless aligned with mine),
and then, from
there, generate
even
more
energy experience from within and as the words/backchat: “He/she
cannot get away with this! I must point out the err in his/her
logic/reason right now! What will happen if this is allowed to
continue! We
will never make progress if we cannot all agree. We will not have a
world that is best for all if people hold positions that are not best
for all, even with the best intentions. This person is disingenuous
or intellectually lazy”
thus
further substantiating
my imagination / me
as my mind,
with
the twin energy engines running:
my imagination and
backchat,
thus
possessing
me within my own Mind –
instead
of simply breathing in real reality, slowing
down, aligning myself with the pulse of breath, instead of the
impulse of the mind, so
as to support myself to remain stable in and as breath, regardless of
whether I agree or disagree with the information one is espousing, so
that I can really listen and learn, and
be here, as the example of what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the moment of real living / being here with and as another being and hearing their words as them, where I can thus assist and support me in my process and others in this world, that I would instead choose to compromise and sabotage this for and as an Energy-Experience as the argumentative character in all its dimensions – that I initially created in my relationship to information, in the past, where I accepted and allowed myself to become defined by what I learn instead of remaining here defined within and as breath; where I, as a consequence, set myself up to react with imagination and then backchat to anything that sounds contrary to what I learn and thus how I have defined myself. In this, having conversations within and as energy within my own MIND, instead of remaining silent in my mind and then communicating HERE with me and others as me, in and as my words and practical physical living, with actual physical communication as speaking/typing/writing/reading in the process of expanding/learning/growing in this actual, real world with me and as with others, all one – always willing to investigate all things and keep that which is good and easily discard that which is not without holding onto it because I HAVE DEFINED MYSELF AS IT.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined within and as the information and the things that I have learned over time and in the past, thus being defined by my past / the past, instead of remaining here in every moment as breath / as Life, UNDEFINED, always willing to change to that what is best for all as it becomes more and more clear to me over time – living by principle.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the moment of real living / being here with and as another being and hearing their words as them, where I can thus assist and support me in my process and others in this world, that I would instead choose to compromise and sabotage this for and as an Energy-Experience as the argumentative character in all its dimensions – that I initially created in my relationship to information, in the past, where I accepted and allowed myself to become defined by what I learn instead of remaining here defined within and as breath; where I, as a consequence, set myself up to react with imagination and then backchat to anything that sounds contrary to what I learn and thus how I have defined myself. In this, having conversations within and as energy within my own MIND, instead of remaining silent in my mind and then communicating HERE with me and others as me, in and as my words and practical physical living, with actual physical communication as speaking/typing/writing/reading in the process of expanding/learning/growing in this actual, real world with me and as with others, all one – always willing to investigate all things and keep that which is good and easily discard that which is not without holding onto it because I HAVE DEFINED MYSELF AS IT.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined within and as the information and the things that I have learned over time and in the past, thus being defined by my past / the past, instead of remaining here in every moment as breath / as Life, UNDEFINED, always willing to change to that what is best for all as it becomes more and more clear to me over time – living by principle.
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