Day 429 - Argumentative Character - Thought and Imagination Dimensions

Argumentative Character – Thought Dimension

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought as image/picture to automatically come up within my Conscious-Mind with a negative resonance of “others reading my Facebook posts or hearing my words, thinking that I must be stupid, and laughing mockingly”, and that I in this forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how I am in that moment accepting and allowing ONE THOUGHT coming up automatically within my Conscious Mind to determine, define who I am in my relationship to myself and who I am within my words based on what I am imagining in my mind others perceive me as instead of who I actually am within and as my words.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I in fact in that moment have a decision – I either accept and allow myself to participate in this thought, and react to it, or I remain/stand with the decision to stand with me and my responsibility to me and my world and actually move myself within and as breath as the living word, breathing / grounding myself here without going into reaction to this thought.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for so long within and as this Argumentative Character, accept and allow myself to participate in and follow the thought that presents a picture in my mind of others mocking my words / laughing at me, separate from what is here, thus listening to my thoughts as if they are real – instead of remaining here with me and the decision of who I am to apply responsibility/discipline in/as my world/reality as an equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this Thought, this ONE THOUGHT that would essentially roller-coaster me into and as my Mind, and completely compromise me / my world / my stance as breath, my equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ONE THOUGHT to become MORE than the physical, practical simple reality that I am equal to my words and what others may think of me does not change who I am as my words.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand how ONE THOUGHT as an IMAGE/PICTURE can control/determine the entirety of who I am as the decision of me in a moment of physical, practical living – which would come to show the extent to which I’ve in my Mind come to be influenced by images/pictures, instead of the living of who I am here in practical physicality.

THOUGHT Dimension: Self Commitments

I commit myself to, when and as I notice this Thought / similar same Thought manifesting in my Mind – ESPECIALLY when/as I am facing a moment when someone says something or replies in a manner to my words that is not in agreement with what I have stated / appears to not be in agreement or is challenging me with what I have stated: I stop – I stop participating in this thought / image / picture by taking a breath, speaking the living statement of who I am as “I alone define me within and as the words I utter, and no one else” and then physically move me to refrain from uttering any words that are not supportive of Life in equality and oneness. As I see, realize, and understand that with accepting and allowing myself to follow the white rabbit of Energy as the Thought / image / picture, it’s going to lead me into and as the abyss of the Mind to consume me into and as Energy in that moment, and so completely separate me from myself, the physical and the practical responsibility before me.

Argumentative Character – Imagination Dimension

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the moment someone challenges / forms a retort / voices a potentially adverse response to my position / claim / belief / supposition / postulation, from the initial pop-up Thought as image / picture (see thought dimension writing), accept and allow myself to go further into my Mind in separation from me and reality by accepting and allowing myself to imagine others’ not only mockingly laughing at me / judging me in the scene / play out in my mind, but also misunderstanding me / my point / position / claim / belief / supposition / postulation / assertion in a way that they get the wrong idea of who I am and what I am trying to communicate / stand for, and then improperly judge me wherein I do not have control / power over what they think / belief of who I am / stand for / am communicating, all as as negative resonance. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power / control away to the energy as imaginations of the mind, all due to my erroneous definition idea of what power is, instead of standing as true power in and as breath, here.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand how I am using my Imagination within the energy polarities of positive and negative, where I would Image and create a negative experience in my MIND of others judging me due to misunderstanding me / my point, and then accept and allow myself to go into my imagination as positive resonance / experience, imagining what I can say / type / posit in response to correct my imagined misaligned / unfair judgment of me from others, rather than taking practical responsibility as me within/as my world/reality, to remain here as breath / physical not going into these imaginations, and communication / uttering words that are best for all / supportive to stopping the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand how, instead of simply Breathing and in that grounding myself before responding, I instead accept and allow myself to go through this whole Process in/as my Imagination – Imagining an entire negative-experience scenario / play out, as people unfairly judging me and then imagining its opposite as a positive-experience scenario / play out, as me getting my power / control back of others perceptions of me through force / forceful words designed to provoke polarity reaction – and while busy in my MIND with these energies as Imaginations, I thus miss the moments / me / Life, HERE, as breath – as reality pass me by and I fall and become devoured / consumed by the energies of my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in/as this Moment – give my power away to/as the Mind as Energy in / as my imagination, instead of remaining here in reality as the directive principle of whom I am in/as my living/doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into ENERGY as Imagination, and so give up on me and living/being the directive principle in/as my doing/action in/as my world/reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into and as Energy and Experience within and as Imagination, instead of simply sticking to reality, breathing, and responding to others as an equal, without judgment and without fear, realizing that I cannot help what others may think / perceive / believe about me / my words / my stance and that it matters not – what matters is that I express here in every moment of breath, as a living example / as an equal, uplifting and supportive of Life / equality, and not going into the positive / negative / neutral energies of the mind / ego defense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage/compromise myself within my responsibilities to me/my world, within falling into/as energy experience and imagination, and not practically living here and communicating to others as an equal where the words I utter are supportive of Life / bring forth life careful not to provoke energetic reactions in myself or others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place fear of being judged by others / fear of being misunderstood and judged by others as ENERGY before RESPONSIBILITY as LIVING as an equal within me and my world, as breath.
Self Commitments

I commit myself to, when and as I see myself activating the Argumentative Character and am thus busy in my Imagination, Imagining other scenarios/play outs other than what is RIGHT HERE before me / as me / my world / as what I am actually living in-fact within and as my words, I direct/will myself to stop participation, through taking a deep in-breath and out-breath, taking my hands away from the keyboard / placing them by my side, remaining silent and breathing until the imaginations as energies have cleared, and then immediately physically direct myself to respond from the starting point of what is best for all instead of defending my ego / imagined picture presentation of me in other’s minds.

I commit myself to, when and as I see myself in and as my imagination, creating a negative experience and positive experience polarity, especially in instances when one appears to be challenging / questioning / mocking my point / position / postulation / assertion – to immediately will/direct myself to stop participation, through taking a deep in-breath and out-breath, and then only use words that are supportive of life and what are best for all with no concern of that what I cannot control – what others might think of me.


I see, realize, and understand that with accepting and allowing myself to participate/entertain imagination, I am participating/entertaining my own MIND with ENERGY and then not in fact here within and as actual, practical physical reality, contributing to my living process in/as the REAL WORLD. And so, I commit myself to, through assisting and supporting myself in/as this Process from Argumentative Character to being / expressing as Amiable / Amicable / Complaisant / Tractable / Supportive / Peaceable, to not accept and allow myself to deliberately compromise/sabotage my practical reality responsibilities for energy experience/imagination that only lead me into and as the Mind/separation, but to stick to stick to my decision of who I am and in-fact live and express as an equal and what is best for all.