JTL Day 60 – Clarifying my starting point with writing. Self Commitments.

When and as I see myself going into resistance to writing because of my emotional reactions to things going on in my world, I stop and I breathe. I do not allow myself to go into the emotional reactions, which help me to create an experience of energetic highs and lows; because I see, realize, and understand that I must make every effort to remain here and breathe and remain as the breath free of energy and the experience thereof – stopping my mind. And thus I commit myself to breathing through the excuses, justifications, and rationales that I create to prevent me from slowing down and breathing and writing on a consistent basis so as to assist myself to giving myself the gift of life.

When and as I see myself going into fear of not being able to write because I am afraid to stop thinking about a potentially adverse event, I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to go into such fear because I see, realize, and understand that by participating in this fear that I am not assisting myself in realizing any solution, but instead I am assisting my mind to create energy from which I loose myself to, both in the highs and the lows of the experience of energy. And thus I commit myself to stopping this fear by breathing, and slowing myself down to a point where I can then proceed to write my blogs so as to assist myself to stop living as the mind, without fear.

When and as I see myself imagining my future self writing on a daily basis with really cool realizations making really cool videos that everyone can see and see that I am 'the man' as a point of competition, I stop and I breathe because I see, realize, and understand that this is me being directed by an image which I create in my mind, which generates energy, while I 'push' myself to achieve this image, which runs out and then leaves me in the negative where-in I am 'worn-out' and feel like doing nothing. And thus, I commit myself to deleting this image from my mind by not participating in it and instead breathing; and stopping it also by redefining my starting point for writing as a form of practical self-support to assist me to stop my existence as my mind; and thus I also commit myself to writing myself out as much as is practically possible within the point of being here within being one and equal with my writing, as an expression of who I am as life while on my journey to birthing myself as life.