Day 426 - Science and the Inquisition

I have come to see science as an utter fraud.  The major "theories" are crap.  You know, these theories: The Big Bang, Evolution, Heliocentrism, String theory Quantum theory, Relativity, Black holes, Germ germ theory -- all of them  I reject them all as Catholic emanated poppy-cock.  And I reject others too, I just can't think of them right now.  Science is bullshit.  There I said it. 

I know a lot of people, in fact most people, place their trust in science, so this is hard to hear.   Allow me to expand as to why I think its all bullshit:

1.  I cannot personally verify any of it.

2.  Most scientific theories have emanated from the bowls of Catholic or Jesuit clergy (just google this to see for yourself).

3.  We live in a prison planet where nothing can be trusted, especially what is taught in public schools from a young age (ironically, this I have personally verified - yet it takes quite a bit of self-honest consideration to do so.  So, if you have not verified this yet.  I suggest you get started).

4  We are brainwashed with scientific theory from a very young age, starting with globe theory.

5. When you cannot personally verify something, then those who hold the "knowledge", like scientists, become you access to the "unknown" - making these people another form of clergy and thus another religion where one can be controlled and told what to do.

6.  Theory, by definition, is "make-believe", other-wise, it is called "law", scientific law.  Theories can suck my ass.  They can fuck off.

So, fuck that.  Scientists and science can FUCK OFF.

Now, with all that said, I have developed an anti-science character of sorts where like if I sniff out that someone is too trusting of science, then I become a form of an inquisition and begin persecuting that person for their beliefs.  LOL.  That makes me laugh because that makes me like religious in a sense.  LOL.  The irony in it all!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to persecute those who I see as trapped in the fraud of science.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am superior in intellect to those that I see as trapped in the fraud of science and the make-believe of scientific theory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form myself into an inquisition persecuting those who believe in science and scientific theories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in backchat about others whom I perceive to blinded and brainwashed by science.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to develop and create in and as my mind an "anti-science" personality that activates when and as I see someone espousing the virtues of scientific theory - and then start persecuting that person for his / her beliefs just like the Spanish Inquisitors.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with self-righteous-ness to those who espouse to scientific reason thus believing that I have a right to persecute and challenge in an offensive way these people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with disdain towards those that espouse the virtues of science and scientific theory coming from a starting point that I am better or superior to them, which is of polarity and simply not true in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am standing up for a truth and justice by persecuting those who embrace science, when in fact I am just causing more friction and polarity enslavement to the mind of which is ironically producing more bad science and exacerbating the problem of scientific fraud because the only way to get "good" science is to stand equal with all as one, and to apply self to support a system of equality that will eventually lead to good science that can be trusted.

I commit myself to, when and as I start reacting to written words on-line, or verbal words - that start espousing the virtues of science - to start breathing thus stopping these reactions in their tracks, grounding them back into and as my physical so as to remain clear and here.  I commit myself to hear the words of others without reacting to them while listening.  I commit myself to remind myself that we are all in different stages of process and have different "view" points to work through as a consequence.  Self included.  I commit myself to place others inside of self so that I can walk with them from where they are as me, one and equal.  I commit myself to thus stopping the scientific inquisition character that I have created in separation within and as my mind, and to bring myself back to earth here, as all as one as equal as physical.