However, in reality, I am right here. I am a physical being. Anything that I desire outside of that which
supports my physical body and my physical being is of the mind as a creation of
my own doing.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that it is I who creates my own experience of wanting
to give up, wanting to do something else, wanting to have more fun, wanting to
'relieve' stress, etc.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that it is I who creates my own emotional experiences
of boredom, stress, and fear - and from these experiences I create, within and
as myself, the desires to find something fun to do, to relieve stress, and the
run from that which I fear. Within
this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by
the polarities of emotions and then desires to experience positive feelings
such as happiness, excitement, etc -- all of which is just the energy of the
mind and not equal and one living.
I forgive myself that I have neglected the realization that
equal and one living is to live here within and as the physical stopping the
negative emotions, stopping the desires to move to the positive feelings, and
stopping the positive feelings as well - where I stand and move myself always
the same, constant, and stable within and as the breath, as the physical.
I commit myself to live the realization that I am a physical
being and live as one.
I commit myself to apply myself to stop the negative
emotional experiences such as stress, fear, boredom, anxiety, and worry that
then drive me to create desires to experience the polar opposite experiences
such as excitement, peace, serenity, and happiness - and instead of creating
and participating in all that bullshit, I commit myself to just simply live
here as the breath as a physical being.
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