After listening to the ‘History of the Universe’ as well as
many of the Soul of Money Interviews on Eqafe Interviews:
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that I have created everything that is here, indirectly
and directly, through who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become
as a direct result of my starting point.
Within that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
have a starting point of self-interest where I consider only myself, but yet
look outside myself for all the ‘answers.’
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that the simple point that this, as in all of existence
as it exists right now, is I.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
look outside of myself for all the answers to what, how, and why we are here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
project blame on others, that represents points in this world as it exists
right now, for what is here; when I see, realize, and understand that I am
responsible for everything that is here as it exists right now. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that everything that exists
here right now, all the abuses in their exact manifestation, are showing me the
truth of who I really am and have allowed myself to be and become through my
starting point of self interested and spite, where I seek my own self-interest
in spite of others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
conveniently forget how I in-fact, in-directly for the most part, created
everything that is here as an expression / reflection of who I have accepted
and allowed myself to be and become, within and as myself, over billions of
years. Within this, I forgive myself
that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I have,
in-fact, been here the whole time, recycled life after life as an
interdimensional being at first, and then after my ‘enslavement’ into this
physical body, life after life here on earth – with no memory of my previous
lives.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that the ultimate consequences of my living out my
starting point of self-interest in spite of others and the effects /
consequences of my actions on others – has brought me to this point here, where
I have been captured and placed in a physical body and enslaved to a mind
consciousness system by others beings who were doing the exact same thing as I
am doing – where they enslaved me for their own self-interest in-spite of
myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that acting in self-interest, where what is best for
all is not considered, in spite of everyone else, creates energy as a
consequence, both positive and negative energy. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to
see, realize, and understand that this energy that I created indirectly through
my own self interest, not considering others and also looking outside of myself
for all the ‘answers’, eventually overtime evolved into consciousness and then
the mind which eventually trapped within and as the very energy that I created
in separation of myself as the source of that energy.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to consider
the point that everything that is here, in physical form, is of the same
substance, ultimately. Within this, I
forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand
that because everything is the same thing, which is substance, then everything
is in fact equal, just in different forms and expressions.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that my original starting point of self-expression was
just a simple awareness of myself as substance, which is the ‘matter’ of
everything that is physically here, both dimensionally and
inter-dimensionally. Within this, I
forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand
that this awareness preceded the mind, and that life thus was already here long
before the mind. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I,
as substance of life, naively interpreted what I experienced as something
separate from me, and then wondered at it not realizing that it was me in a
different form, as substance of life.
From here, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
go into an experience of wonder and awe at myself as substance and then from
there, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be focused
on my experience of myself in relationship to the other forms that I came
across in my interdimensional existence, never realizing or considering that
everything was me in the first place.
Through this ‘awe’, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to develop within and as myself the belief that there must be something
more out there – never considering and never realizing that everything that
exists is of the same substance of life and thus is actually me in a different
form and expression.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be operating from the same starting point now, in my physical body,
mind-consciousness, enslavement – where I am still doing the same thing that I
was doing way back in the beginning.
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