Day 391 – Reconstituting my authority, part I

From Creations Journey to Life, day 567: “Authority and Consequence”:

So, the following self forgiveness is more of paraphrasing from the original article, noted above, so as to help integrate this point of authority more clearly. Then I will do more impromptu self forgiveness on this point in the next writing, based on how I have integrated this point:

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the meaning and definition of Timeline Pattern is that because I have accepted and allowed myself as “this” pattern, my physical body has accepted “this” pattern as normal and thus is re-creating this pattern in anticipation as “my request”.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that patterns are layered and they work by permissions and that these permissions get embodied as resonances.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that a Primary Permission means to have both confirmed it as a permission before this life and in this life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that just trying to stop a pattern from the perspective of disengaging it will not work because my, pre-programmed and layered, permission is resonantly superior and thus carries more authority than just me as the mind attempting to disengage the pattern.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because the pattern is permitted by me as the totality of me, accordingly when and as I attempt to stop within and as the mind and I am thus not speaking as the total authority as myself, here, that it will not disengage / the pattern will not stop because it is obeying my resonant permission of which has higher authority.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to consider and understand the principle within the point that if I live over multiple lives giving permission for a particular pattern of Authority which is the resonant self / the substance that is self will accept that pattern of permission as Authority and will accordingly give that overriding factor to keep the pattern in place no matter how much I try to change it.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that unless I stand in Equal Authority to how I created the pattern in the first place, that I will not be able to stop it.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that who I am existing as is all of the patterns, from all time, that I accepted and allowed, stored in my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that all the patterns that I have ever accepted and allowed myself to exist as / give permission for are stored in my physical body spanning back multiple lives all under a Primary Authority which is myself / the collective permissions for these patterns that I have give = my primary authority of which over-rides my will to stop.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that unless I get to an equal point to the mind, the physical, and resonance as authority / directively, that any point that I wish change, will not change and will just cycle / time loop into another layer / another timeline / another time-cycle of which is ok so long as I disengage it time after time after time until I have got all of its layers.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that in that, going through all of the layers, it is still required that I regain / reconstitute my Authority, equal and one / here / as life as authority.

To be continued.