Continued SF from Creations JTL post:
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that unless I get to an Equal point to both mind,
physical, and resonance authority – directly, that the point /
pattern will not change. It will just cycle into another layer /
another time-line / cycle.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that because I have allowed these patterns / points to
exist within and as me over time over the course of my life and many
lives, that my substance-self and my physical body have accepted
these patterns as my primary authority and thus this is what I have
to change – my substance self, the eternal self.”
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that these patterns do not change because the patterns
the “me” that is attempting to change is not standing equal to
the authority that established the pattern in the first place.”
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that unless I can say “till here no further, I
stop!” and thus stop in one breath, immediately, I still do not
have authority and thus my forgiveness will be temporary.”
So, what does this mean to me:
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that all of the tacit approvals and acceptances of
patterns that I have given in the past have accumulated and layered
to form a primary authority that over-rides any desire or will to
change those patterns because in essence I am not actually standing
equal to the accumulated permissions that I have for those patterns
to exist within and as my in the first place and thus my physical and
my substance self in essence just simply does not “believe” me
and thus keeps the patterns in place.
Thus, I commit myself to from here on out stand equal to the
authority / primary authority that I created and placed within and
as the very patterns that I created through layers of permissions
over time. I commit myself to investigate the point of authority so
that over time I can establish myself as my primary authority here
thus enabling myself to be able to stop patterns in one breath when
and as I see them within and as me.
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