Day 397 – Self Righteousness Character

When and as I research something, anything, and come to conclusions about the said topic, and get all excited about my conclusions, as if I have discovered some form of truth, and then I hear from others contrary conclusions about the same topic, or simply someone bringing up a topic that I have researched extensively, this triggers, based upon memories of my walking through the topic in the past, an emotional rush of energy in and as self-righteousness – where I feel right to go about and speak my realizations in a forceful, righteous mannerism wherein I am not really communication equal and one with the other, but rather just spewing out my opinions and judgments in a forceful way with no regard for the others point of view or to see if the other is actually even listening, agreeing, caring, or receptive to what I have to say. I feel vindicated to speak with such force and go into the mind-possession of self-righteousness, in my knowledge that I have already acquired as if I am the final say in the manner.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to step in and embody the self-righteousness character for any reason whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a mind possession of self-righteousness wherein I feel that it is my “right” to express my opinions, judgments, and conclusions on a matter that I have researched before.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have someone who brings up a topic that I have researched before, that was important to me or that I reacted to with excitement in the findings of my research, act as a trigger for me to go into a mind-possession of self-righteousness wherein I feel that it is my right and that I am justified in spewing forth my opinions and insights on a matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within and as the self-righteousness character, see myself as superior to others who are expressing contrary opinions / judgments / conclusions that I have obtained on the same subject.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself feel vindicated to go into the self-righteousness character because of the amount of research I have done on a topic.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify going into the self-righteousness character because I believe that my conclusions are absolutely correct.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that believing my conclusions are correct and then feeling justified to express them gives me a sense of superiority.

When and as I see myself stepping into / becoming mind possessed with the self-righteousness character, I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to go into the character because I see, realize, and understand that it is an energetic mind possession that is directing me and thus not real equal and one living. I commit myself to stop my participation in this character by breathing when and as I am reading or hearing any information that I have researched or come to conclusions about in the past by keeping in mind that these events act as triggers for self-righteousness character to activate and possess me if I so allow it. I commit himself to stabilize myself when and as hearing about information that I have researched already by reminding myself that these points act as triggers to go into an energetic mind possession of self-righteousness, and then instead focus my attention and awareness on my breathing were I can watch the energies come up and then stop them when as they come up and just breathe instead. I commit myself to stop any self-righteousness mind possessions by removing myself from the conversation if at all possible until I have stop the self-righteousness character through breathing. I commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to communicate with others while in a self-righteous mind possession, but instead to remove myself from communication with others until I have stopped this possession and re-aligned myself within and as my breathing / the physical.