Day 398 – Fear of being poor

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to the possibility of being poor.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to the possibility that if I am poor, that others will judge me as inferior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought “I hope I do not wind up like that bum” when I see one on the street.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to being judged as inferior, especially by others who make more money than me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that “the amount of money that I can make is like proof of what I am capable of and thus proves my actual worth”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to measure and place my value and worth in and as how much money I can make compared to others, especially those who are similar to me in age, race, nationality, personality, and intelligence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven to succeed by a fear of failure and being poor.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself secretly spite others, in that I do not want them to succeed beyond my own success, in order for me to not feel or experience myself as poor and thus inferior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect the realization that fear serves no purpose whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be motivated by fear.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to develop myself as self-confidence, wherein I walk and live the expression of self-confidence in everything that I do and say regardless of my merits or achievements because I realize that my self-confidence is rested upon the fact that I am one and equal with all other beings here due to the fact that we are all physical and thus made of dust, equally as one.

I commit myself to stop being directed and controlled by fear by stopping fear altogether. I commit myself to instead breathe the moment that a fear reaction occurs within and as me / my mind. I commit myself to remind myself to walk in absolute self-confidence within the fact that I, like everyone here, am a physical being made of dust and thus I have the same inherent value and potential that everyone else does – and thus we are but one.