I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize,
and understand that so long as my starting point is to conduct myself
in ways that are best for all, that it matters not what others think
of me, because I am walking within integrity, within the definition
of moving in ways that are always best for all, and thus within this,
there is no “wrong” choice of words. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand
that people may come and go in my life, but no matter who is in my
life, I am still here and it is who I am in every breath that counts,
regardless of who is in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be
obsequious / to go into a personality of obsequiousness in order to
get what I want and to keep people in my life that have something to
offer me within the realms of my desires for sex, money, and
survival.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
project that others are negatively judging me and automatically
believe this to be the case, without slowing down enough to see,
realize, and understand that I am creating this in my mind and that
this is not even necessarily the case.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that when and as someone reacts in a way that I perceive as
“negative”, within and as the perception character, that it
automatically has to do with me and my conduct and my words, when in
fact, it may not even be a negative reaction from others or if so, it
may not even have to do with me. Within this, I forgive myself that
I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when
these moments occur, that I simply need to slow down and ask myself
“where am I not breathing / am I in a personality / what is the
starting point of my words / am I speaking and acting within and as
what is best for all where the starting point of my words is not of
self-interest” - in order to assess who I am within my words so
that I can perfect and correct myself to walk always within what is
best for all. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed
myself to see, realize, and understand that by self-checking myself
in this way, I am empowering myself to change into what is best for
all, always, wherein I am in the process of always creating /
upgrading myself into the best possible version of myself and thus it
matters not what others think of me because there is nothing of
personalities, characters, and motive of self-interest that I am
holding on to and unwilling and unable to let go and change.
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