Day 399 – Fear of Poverty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to the idea of being in poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear to my fear of the idea of being in poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to the idea of losing money especially when I already do not have that much money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear can protect me from loosing money and from poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others and then react / connect fear to my projecting of them judging me as being in poverty and thus a looser and inferior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow fear of poverty to act as a trigger to trigger worry and then more fear in reaction to my worry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being seen by others as in poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to pay bills and then going into debt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be react in jelousy and envy of others who are able to make millions and billions of dollars in this system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven to succeed through a fear of poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within and as myself the desire to be super-rich as a reaction to my fear of poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept myself as equal to others unless I am able to make millions and billions of dollars. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project that others are rejecting me because I do not make anything close to millions and billions of dollars.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my worth is my net-worth in dollars and cents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to a fear of poverty / fear of losing money / fear of not making enough money with worry about the future and imaginations about being in poverty or losing everything and then react in more fear to this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow fear of poverty to trigger thoughts and imaginations that I become trapped in separating me from here / from physical reality where I am lost in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that getting lost in my mind does not do anything to protect me from what I fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist going into poverty through reacting in fear to the idea of going into poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destabilize my mind within the point of being mind-possessed with fear of poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold myself in a constant state of stress due to my constant fear of poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tense my body / muscles, especially my shoulder muscles as a way to keep myself in constant “protection” mode to protect me from my fear of poverty.

When and as I see myself stepping into the fear of poverty character, where I react in fear and then worry to the idea / perception / belief of being in poverty I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to embody or possess a fear of poverty for any reason whatsoever. I see, realize, and understand that fear of poverty does nothing to protect myself from being in poverty and actually increases the chances that I remain in poverty due to its destabilizing effects on my mind and physical body. I commit myself to stop my fear of poverty by stopping any and all fear reactions to the idea of poverty, losing money, or not making enough money by reminding myself that fear does nothing to protect me. whatsoever and that, if anything, fear increases the odds / chances of what I fear happening, happening. Thus, I commit myself to stand as relaxed at all times, breathing, and stopping all fear when and as it arises within and as me by reminding myself that fear does nothing to protect me and then breathing / aligning myself to within and as my breathing and my physical body where I stand as the solution to what I fear thus stopping fear. From here, I commit myself to find practical solutions and then to walk them unto completion not driven by fear energy, but by common sense and breath.