Day 339 – What it means to be “here” and what it means to be in the “now”

So, what does it mean to be here?  I haven’t actually defined this for myself specifically, so in this blog I will.

Being “here” is not like being in the “now”.  Being in the “now” is like being in a neutral energy wherein one must hold oneself in that neutral energy stance through meditation, or focus and then when that ends, nothing has really changed for the individual in relation to who they are as their mind, which generates positive, negative, and neutral energy; and thus, one isn’t really changed, but just holding or keeping oneself in a neutral energy that requires effort and focus for the rest of their lives as one battles the positive and negative energy by staying in the now / neutral energy.  So, when one is in the now, one is not really facing self or looking at self within the starting point of self honesty and the realization that one is not the mind, which is composed of positive, neutral, and negative energy systems, constructs, and designs.  Instead, one, is simply suppressing the positive and negative energy equations that exist within self by staying in the “now” / “neutral energy”, and thus one never really changes while in the now and thus one will always have to make an effort or a push to be in the now.  Also, the “now” offers no realization that one is actually one and equal with all that is here, in the totality of all existence, as self / as who self really is.   Thus through practicing the now, one is only accepting what is here as it is / as if one cannot change it / as if one is separate from it / as if what is here is not reflecting back to self who self really is.  Thus, through practicing the now, one is supporting and perpetuating all the abuse that is here through the justification that one cannot do anything about it through the belief and perception that one is separate from it.  Thus, the “now” separates self into neutral energy, which still creates both positive and negative energy equations as a consequence.  Thus, the now, is no solution to the abuse that is here, and only offers to separate the individual into an illusion of peace, wisdom, and self power that is created through the experience of neutral energy which is the now.

What it means to be “here” is that one does not live in / exist in and as any form of energy equation whatsoever, through the practice of aligning self within and as one’s breath and physical body through the realization that one is actually one and equal with all that is here as self.  Being here, means that one realizes that one is not the mind and that the mind is where positive, negative, and neutral energy comes from.  Being here means that self is not directed by any form of energy whatsoever, positive, negative, or neutral.  Being here, means that one recognizes that everything that is here, in existence is a refection of self and what self is living; and thus one that is “here” does not accept and allow anything to exist as it is, especially abuse; but rather, looks at self to see what self is living within self that is reflected in the external reality of what is here – and thus faces self in order to bring about the changes within self that will eventually reflect in the ending of abuse of all kinds.  Thus, being here, means that self will eventually find a solution for all abuse and adjust one’s living in a way that will eventually lead to the ending of all abuse and a world that is best for all – and being in the now, means that one simply accepts all that is here, as if one is separate from it, and thus will only perpetuate all the abuse and suffering that is here into eternity. 

Being here, means that one is facing self in every moment of breath and thus stopping any participation in positive, negative, or neutral energy – because that is what is required to be here.  Being here means that one is not directed by energy and when one is, one recognizes that one was not here, in that moment, and thus self-reflects by looking into one’s mind / self to find out, face, and change the reason why one went into energy / the mind, instead of remaining here – so that one can make the change to live here.  Being here means that one is not pretending to be some form of a greater being which is what one does when one is in the now / neutral energy.  Being here means that one has aligned oneself with one’s physical body as who one really is.  Being here means that one has slowed down and is no longer caught-up by the energy of personalities, backchats, and other constructs of the mind that are always emerging from the mind.  There is no energy equation to be “here”.  Being here also brings about the realization that one is in-fact one and equal with all that is here as self, and thus one seeks to change self and align self into what is best for all because one realizes that one is all that is here and thus does not just accept what is here as if one cannot change it because one is it. 

So, being in the now separates one into one’s mind in a holding pattern of neutral energy and thus accepts and perpetuates and supports all the abuse in this existence as it is now with no change.  Being in the now, one just simply creates a bubble fantasy world within one’s mind.  Being here, means that one sea’s and seeks to see everything that is here for what it is as self, accepts nothing as it is, and thus seeks to change self / align self into a living that is best for all in order to bring about an eventual change that is best for all in this physical existence.  Being here means to breathe and be aware of one’s breath and align self within and as the breath in every moment of breath wherein one is not moved by positive, negative, or neutral energies at all.

When one is “here”, one is looking to self with radical self honesty seeing self for what self is and has accepted and allowed self to be and become; and from there makes the changes necessary to align self with the physical and the breath where one is no longer directed by energy.  Being in the “now” means that self is hiding from who self is and has accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind / as positive, negative, and neutral energy equations in separation from what is here and thus there is no self-honesty, no self-change, and only the perpetuation of all the abuse that is here while one hides from it within a self created illusion of a god-consciousness which is the neutral energy of the now.
Thus, being in the "Now"is a form of suppressing one's positive and negative emotions and feelings, thus creating a bubble reality, neutral energy experience, where nothing really changes in self or this world; while being in the "Here" is simply a releasing of one's self from positive, negative, and neutral energy altogether - where no suppression, no hiding, exists; and this is done through the facing of self as all as one as equal as the physical, here, within the point that what is actually physically here is what is real and is a reflection of what self has been and is living -  wherein through the facing of self one releases self from all forms of energy, thus aligning self with the physical, which is what is actually real and verifiable, and thus lives the change that is required to bring about a world that is best for all.  Being in the "here" brings about a solution for a better world for all.  Being in the Now brings about only an imaginary better solution for self while perpetuating this world / existence in all its forms of abuse unto the end of time itself.  Being in the "here" brings about change.  Being in the "now" brings no change.