I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to accumulate memories of person x staring at
me while in business meetings and then critiquing me during and after business
meetings from his own perspective – wherein I back chatted about how ridiculous
he is and then within this have these memories trigger an emotional reaction in
this current context.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to, instead of breathing through my emotional
reactions towards person x in the past, that I instead accepted and allowed
myself to backchat negatively about him after he interfered with my business in
the past, of which this backchat accumulated layered as memories stored within
and as my physical body and mind that acted like a backdrop / support /
platform for more intense emotional reactions towards person X at this current
time. Within this, I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the “I’ve had
enough!” character, wherein I justify within and as myself to myself and to
others acting out emotionally towards and as a reaction to person X.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to blame person for my own emotional
reactions.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as the victim of person Xs
bullshit.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to justify reacting emotionally to and towards
and as a consequence of person Xs behavior because “he has behaved like this in
the past” and because I am participating in the idea that “I have had enough!” Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that from the starting point
of equality and oneness and living within and as the physical and the breath,
as who I am, that I have 2 choices to make as to how to handle person x: 1: I breathe and move on in the most
practical and effective manner to manage my affairs as well as I breathe
through and self forgive to release myself from and delete all backchats and
emotional reactions that come up towards person x OR 2: I do number 1 as well
as directly speak to person X about this manner in a calm, practical, and
mutually beneficial way. Within this, I
forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand
that all other emotional reactions, fears, angers, frustrations, characters
such as “I’ve had enough” are just mental energetic bullshit systems that are
abusing my physical and all life on earth as a consequence as well as giving
permission for people like person X to exist in the first place. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I have giving
permission for person X to exist as well as indirectly created this entire
situation as well as this entire world system of economic slavery of which
creates the conditions of everybody being stressed out about money and thus
behaving from a starting point of fear – through my existing and living as and
for positive energy experiences instead of realizing who I am as the physical
and living as the physical.
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