I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to believe / participate in the belief that I
am not worthy to stand by my partner if I am not able to provide the monetary
means for us to survive in this world / economic system.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my net worth is my actual
worth. Within this, I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear and feelings of
wanting to give up when and as I hear of others who have extremely high net
worth, in the millions and billions.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my worth and value is attached
to my net worth in dollars and cents.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to be in a secret / surreptitious competition
between me and all humanity to have the highest net worth possible in order for
me to just have feelings of being worth and valued to live on this planet.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to neglect to consider that in this system of
survival and / or realizing one’s dreams and fantasies that, due to the limited
resources on this planet, only a select few are able to achieve and live their
dreams and fantasies while the majority are just able to survive or not even
able to survive. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as inferior unless
I am able to be on the “winning” side of this system of which motivates me to
be in competition to win just so that I can feel and see myself as equal / worthy / valued.
I forgive myself that I
have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the difference
between those who “win” in this economic system and those who “loose” in this
economic system is in their pre-programmed design of the mind / personalities
that one comes with into this world – wherein the programmers of this existence
chose in advance who would be the winners and who would be the losers. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to react in jealousy and feelings of worthlessness
to others pre-programmed mind designs.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my value and self-worth to within and as my own mind design instead of
where my actual real physical value is within and as: the physical / my
physical body / the breath, of which is equal and one with all that is here and
all beings in existence.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to other’s pre-programmed
mind designs who are able to win and make lots of money in this economic system
and then want to give-up and go into feelings of unworthiness, depression, and
inferiority – when in fact, I am have neglected to consider that I am equal to
all beings here in that we are all made of the same substance and thus have the
same actual potential, yet we have apparent differences due to out
pre-programmed mind consciousnesses system designs of which are merely energy
constructions that will eventually end while our physicality, which are equal,
will remain forever.
I forgive myself that I
have also accepted and allowed myself to ignore that fact that I, as a
self-aware physical being / as the breath / as substance have the power within
and as myself to over-come my pre-programmed mind consciousness design, of
which is merely energy of which is a derivative of substance of which is who I
really am, wherein I can take my power back and stand as the physical and then
within that re-design myself into and as who I want to be / need to be / what is best for all.
Awesome
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