I am always chasing after money, but there is never
enough. Money is like this god that I
work for all day and worry about all day and all night. When I have money, am making good money, or
believe that I can be making good money, or am making more money than others
that I compare myself to, I feel good / superior; and when not, I feel bad /
inferior and even embarrassed. I hate
money because I see how it is used by the few to control the many, but I love
money at the same time because it is my ticket to freedom. I resent those who make more money than me,
especially those who are able to do extremely well in this system. I also resent money because it is not
necessarily a reflection of hard work, but more a reflection of cunningness and
personality traits. Money buys all my
desires, yet no matter how hard I try, there is never enough. I often get pissed off about money,
especially when I perceive un-equitable exchanges where I am on the short end
of the stick.
SF / SCS
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create the idea within and as myself that I am always chasing after money.
I forgive myself I accepted and allowed myself to believe
that I am a slave to money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am superior to others of whom I make more money than and
inferior to other of whom I make less money than.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compete for superiority by making as much money as I can.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compare the amount of money that that which others make and then believe that I
am superior or inferior to others based on those comparisons.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel so inferior to others that are my age or younger of whom make more money
than I do, that I feel as if I am not even worthy of living and breathing the
same air as them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be and feel embarrassed by others who are my age or younger and make more money
than I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
‘hate’ money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame money for my emotional reactions of feeling inferior, embarrassed and
unworthy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel controlled by money and thus blame others for my feelings of being
controlled.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
resent money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
resent others that make more money than I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
spite others that make more money than I do in order to make myself feel better
about myself within the point that I have judged myself as inferior to them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create within and as myself the belief that the amount of money that I can make
reflects my own self-value. Within
this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and
understand that my own value as the physical, as a physical being, as the
breath, is actually equal to all and everyone else that is physically here in
that we are all made of the exact same substance and all have the exact same
physical needs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create the idea and belief within and as myself that money is my “my ticked to
freedom”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
spite and resent others who make more money than me in order to make myself
feel better about myself because I have already judged myself as inferior to
them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
play comparison games with myself to make myself feel better about myself in
order to make up for the fact that I already feel bad about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
resent money because of the fact that those with money are not always having
more money because of working harder.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my self-worth in the amount of money that I can earn in comparison to
others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am inferior to others who can make more money than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am superior to others that cannot make as much money as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
turn money into a god that has power of me and tells me what I am worth and
worthy of.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel empowered by money and place my own power in the amount of money that I can
obtain and control.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that money is merely a practical tool to exchange goods
and that although earning money is necessary to survive in this world, it is by
no means a measure of my own personal value and worth. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that those who are able to
make a lot of money have a mind-consciousnesses system program / design with
personality traits that attract money and that I can to design myself this way
with self-application and that thus this design is not a reflection of my being
ness as the physical, but rather it is merely a program of energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
react with feeling inferior, embarrassed, resentful, spiteful towards those who
make more money than I do when triggered by being in their presence with
knowledge of how much money they make.
When and as I see myself going into reactions of feeling
inferior, less than, embarrassed, resentful, and spiteful towards and around
those who make more money than me, especially really successful people, I stop
and I breathe. I do not accept and
allow myself to go into these patterns any longer because I see, realize, and
understand that this is not necessary, is not real, and is all of energy and
the mind. I commit myself to remind
myself that I am a physical being just like them and that I am therefore equal. I commit myself to remind myself that those who
make lots of money are running a mind-program that was specific traits that I
too can acquire with self-discipline. I
commit myself to breathe and delete the thoughts and back-chats that run and
come up triggered by being in the presence of these beings, until I am clear
and stable. I commit myself remind
myself that I am here, I am physical, and there equal.
I commit myself to equalize myself with my relationship with
money by reminding myself that money is a tool to exchange goods and labor
services and is not a measure of my personal value, worth, and superiority /
inferiority.
When and as I see myself judging myself as inferior or
superior to others based upon myself comparing myself to others’ income, I stop
and I breathe. I do not accept and allow
myself to compare myself to others and then judge myself as inferior or
superior because I see, realize, and understand that this is a mental energy
game that separates me from living here equal and one with the physical and
these other physical beings. I thus
commit myself to stop that superiority / inferiority competition comparison
game in its tracks by deleting the backchat patterns that emerge in my mind the
moment they come up by saying ‘no. I do
not compare’ and then breathing / focusing my awareness to my breath and my
physical until I am clear. I remind
myself that we are all in-fact one and equal as the physical.
When and as I see myself going into resentment, blame,
frustration, and spite towards others who make more money than I do, or towards
the economic system in general, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that this is bullshit, creates
energy, and further enslaves me to the energy cycles of the mind and separates
me from what is here as the physical. I
commit myself to stop myself from going into emotional reactions and patterns
by reminding myself that this is bullshit and will do nothing to improve my
situation nor is it real equal and one living.
I commit myself to delete these patterns when and as they come up and
then breathe and bring myself back here to within and as the physical in every
breath.
I commit myself to equalize my relationship to money so that
there are no energy movements within and as me whatsoever in regards to money
and that from here on out I use money as a practical tool and not a measure of
my self-worth.
Step 2: Dictionary Definition:
noun, plural moneys, monies.
1.
2.
3.
gold, silver, or other metal
in pieces of convenient form stamped
by public authority and issued as a medium of exchange and measure of value.
4.
any article or substance used as a medium of exchange, measure of wealth, or means of payment, as checks on demand deposit or cowrie.
5.
a particular form or denomination
of currency.
6.
7.
capital to be borrowed, loaned, or invested:
Step 3. Sounding
My knee
Honey
Mon - I - monatomic I - just me
Step 4. Charge: Negative
Step 5. Creative
Writing:
- I am always on my knee for money so that it can buy me the honey
- Money is honey, its good and cant have enough; although swarms of bees come after you if not careful when extract it
- I bow down on my knee at the alter of the money god - where its all about Mon - I - just me.
- Money defines my self worth, so it becomes a love / hate relationship where I am never good enough because someone always.
- Money is just a medium of exchange to communicate value in exchange of goods and services.
6. Writing the new
Definition:
Money:
Any article or substance used as a medium of exchange,
measure of material wealth, or means of payment.
6A: Polarity definition? No
6B: Stand by it eternally? Yes
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