I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through reacting to others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through accepting and allowing my emotions and feelings to
direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through accepting and allowing the desire for positive energy
experiences such as feeling happy, excited, entertained, pleasured, etc, to
direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through accepting and allowing the desire to avoid negative
energy experiences such as fear, anxiety, nervousness, worry, etc, to direct me
within the point that I do everything that I can to avoid these experiences
regardless of whether or not the physical action that I am avoiding in order to
avoid these experiences is best for all and practical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through blame.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through blaming people, things, and events for the negative reactions
such as fear, anxiety, nervousness, worry, disgust, etc, that occur within and
as my own mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
disempower myself through identifying with the positive and negative backchats
/ thought cycles, and emotions and feelings that come up in my mind as
“pop-ups” and reactions – as if these were me.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that when and as I automatically accept these thoughts,
feelings, and emotions that pop-up from nowhere or in reaction to things – as
who I am – as being me – that I in that moment disempower myself completely and
utterly as the physical and instead merge with my mind where my mind has
directive power over me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that so long as I blame others for the emotions and
feelings that come up in my mind, that I am disempowering myself completely and
utterly within the point that these mind energy reactions are of my creation
and exist within and as my own mind and have nothing to do with what is
physically here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
automatically believe that whatever comes up in my mind is automatically who I
am / me – and within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to
see, realize, and understand that this belief is what keeps me enslaved to the
energetic patterns of thoughts, feelings, and emotions that I have
pre-programmed through my own participation within and as the layers of my
mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that when and as I am moving within the energy of my
mind, where I believe it is me, believe that I can do nothing about it, believe
that the energies will help me or are necessary in any way – that through this
I am programming myself to give my power away to my mind to live for me – thus
I am disempowering myself to live here as the physical and as the breath.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to commit to
a pattern of slowing down – where I decide in advance that I will live the
point of slowing down throughout my day so that I can increase my own power as
the physical to direct my mind when and as thoughts, feelings, and emotions
come up.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to simply
say “NO! These thoughts, feelings, and
emotions are not me” when and as I get caught or am about to get caught into a
storm of energy that comes from my mind in attempt to capture in it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be disempowered through my desires – where I believe that my desires are of me
and what I really want to do within and as the physical / as a physical being.
I forgive myself that I have not lived the realization that
all my desires are of the mind and are all pre-programmed through my own
participation over the years into and as patterns that exist within the layers
of my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that behind a given desire is the NEED for me as my
mind to acquire an energy fix of some sort – that in the end, it matters not
what the desire is because desires are merely tools for my mind to capture into
participation with it to create energy as a result of me going into my
desires. Thus, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to disempower myself through my acceptance and
allowance that my desires are of me and will bring me something that I need or
want when in fact my desires are merely patterns that I programmed that produce
energy in my mind thus powering up my mind and giving power to my mind to
direct me when and as I participate.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that desire dose not actually exist in the physical and
that as a physical being, I only have practical needs to take care of because
as a physical being, as the breath, and as all as one as equal as who I am – I
am already complete and in need of nothing from a desire standpoint.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see, realize, and understand that what I desire is showing me areas that I
am not already giving to myself within the point of living those points as who
I am – and thus, when and as I go into a desire belying that it will actually
give me what I seek – that I am actually only disempowering myself through
living for the experience of what I seek instead of standing as what I seek as
who I am.
Thus, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to
question all my desires, as they come up, - as a form of solution – in other
words – I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and
understand that I can empower myself to stand as the director of me in every
breath, here as the physical by questioning my desires as to “is this me? “what
am I seeking through this desire?”
“what does this desire represent?” – so that I can assist myself to LIVE
as myself that what I am desiring to go into as an energy experience of the
mind that only lasts for so long.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that desires, when and as they come up, are great
points to explore and find out areas that I have disempowered myself and thus
given my power away to the mind to live energy experiences brought on by
pursing my desires.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that fear reactions are necessary to protect me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I cannot stand without reacting in fear, especially when I feel
the fear energy running through my body.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that when and as I accept and allow myself to be
possessed by a fear reaction, that I am in that moment giving my directive
power away and thus completely disempowering myself to live as the mind and
also charging up and layering more and more patters as memories so that in the
future I become even more enslaved to my mind.
When and as I see myself reacting in any way, I stop and I
breathe. I take as step back and remind
myself that “I am not the thoughts, feelings, and emotions that come up in my
mind as reactions and desires”. I commit
myself to remind myself constantly that I am not the backchat dialogue that
comes up in repetitive patterns in my mind on the same or similar topics
throughout my day. I commit myself to
remind myself that I need to breathe to assist myself to slow down and even
stop my mind before directing myself to move in any way. I commit myself to remind myself that
through making the decision to stand as the physical and as the breath and move
myself free of any energies whatsoever – that within making this decision and
applying myself that I am thus empowering myself and taking my power back as
the director of me and who I am as the physical and as the breath, of
life. I commit myself to remind myself
that when and as I give in and identify with as if it is me - to the fear and
desire reactions and patterns of my mind – that I am thus DISEMPOWERING myself
and thus LIMITING myself to live only as the energetic energy creations of the
mind that run in repetitive cycles perpetually enslaving me unto my eventual extinction. Thus, I commit myself to remind myself that
it is a choice of living here as a physical being / as the physical / as the
breath / as all as one as equal as who I am OR living as the mind / as energy
which is a derivative of the physical and thus not even real. I commit myself to question every thought,
feeling, and emotion that cycles through my mind in order to assist myself to
stopping and standing and thus empowering myself to live as the director of me
– and also in order to assist myself to make flag-points to further map out in
writing so that I can through specificity identify all the points of all the
energetic constructs that exist within and pre-programming of my mind and thus
enable myself to see my mind for what it is in absolute clarity so that I can
further empower myself to stop my existence as the mind and then transition
myself to the ultimate power of living here as the physical as all as one as
equal.
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