Monday, September 21, 2015

Day 369 - Fear of loss and Desire for the Ultimate Positive Energy Experience


From Heaven’s Journey to Life,

 

Day 74:

 

“With Human Beings as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – still exist today within and as this relationship of Fear/Fear of Loss of their own survival/existence as Consciousness-itself, and Desire – for and of that optimum evolutionary pinnacle ‘positive-energy experience’ as reaching/attaining the ultimate ‘Purpose/Life-Experience’ within themselves and their lives. And so, in the beginning – with the manifested-singularities moving into and as their oneness and equality merging/manifestation each and every time, merging/manifesting with a different manifested-singularity as, the moment two manifested-singularities reached the negative-energy experience friction/conflict it was interpreted as an ‘End’ as though the two that initially merged/manifested would not again be able to reach/attain that equilibrium of the positive-energy experience accumulation within and between each other. And so, Desire manifested within and as the manifested-singularities, and literally all that they were doing – is merging and manifesting with each other into and as the equality and oneness of and as the externalized positive-energy experience directed by/through ENERGY-EXPERIENCE within and as Desire through Attraction for the ‘Love/Positive-Energy experience’ within and between each other.”

 

…when it comes to relationships; within and as the interrelationships between Desire, Attraction into and as Love as Sex, where Human Beings as Minds exist for one thing and one thing only: Sex/the Ultimate Energy/Life Experience; as seen within and as the extent to which the Mind of the Human Being become obsessed and possessed with and as Sex/Sexuality as it was/is from the Beginning: The Mind/Energy’s primary purpose/reason for existing – Sex/the ‘Ultimate Positive-energy experience accumulation’ / ‘Love / ‘Sex’ as ‘Love’ as ‘Ultimate Positive-Energy Experience’ “

 

This point of living for the ultimate positive energy experience as realized / quantified in and through the act of sex / sex as love as the ultimate positive energy experience, wherein sex had become the quantification of the desire for the ultimate positive energy experience / the merging of the two singularities: male and female – wherein through the process of desire / desire for the ultimate positive energy experience, then attraction / attraction to a mate who emobodies and possesses what one believes will enable one to upgrade one’s mind consciousness system within and as the ultimate positive energy experience, of which this attraction is based upon one’s self definition / backchats / internal dialogues / fantasies that then leads to love / love as sex / or just sex – and then, once this ultimate positive energy experience is attained and then turns from positive to neutral and then to negative energy experience; then as a consequence, fear / fear of loss / fear for one’s survival as energy / consciousness and thus fear of death manifests within and as self which then creates / manifests desires within and as self for and to experience the ultimate positive energy experience once again – only to be keep one trapped into an infinite / never ending cycle of fear / fear of loss and desire / desire for the ultimate positive energy experience, attraction, then love / love as sex, as quantified as and through the act of sex and also can be realized through the attainment of money, spirituality, etc., --- this point, as I just delineated has been coming to my awareness for quite some time now and now it is just way more clear.  Self forgiveness to follow on the next post.

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