I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to participate in the thought that ‘I am
per-programmed to be a looser, and therefore I can do nothing about
my current financial situation’
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to believe that because I am not able to make
enough money to survive that somehow this shows me that I am unable
to survive in this system and therefore am inferior to those who do
well in this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to connect the emotional experience of fear to the
thought and idea that ‘I am not able to survive in this system
because of the physical evidence to constant financial stress’
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to participate in the thought that ‘I may loose
my wife and kids if I cannot find a way to make money in this system;
and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to connect the emotional experience of fear and worry to the
thought that I may loose my wife and kids because I cannot take care
of them financially’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to fear the loss of money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to fear the loss of my wife and my kids.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to fear ‘being a loser in this system’
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to participate in the backchat that my errors at
work that have caused financial hardship are proof that I am not able
to survive in this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to compare myself to others who I perceive as
successful in this system as proof as my not being able to survive
because others are ‘so much more successful’ than I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to go into the emotional experience of fear of
being proven ‘unfit’ to survive because of my financial distress.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to judge myself as unfit to survive in this
current economic system and therefore inferior.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to connect the emotional experience of fear to the
self-judgment that I am unfit to survive in this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that judging
myself as unfit to survive and inferior. is not going to help my
current situation and really matters not regardless of the actuality
of this assessment. And therefore I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to be consumed with fear and worry
connected to self-judgments and backchat, rather than to just breathe
and be here and to do what is practical to do to 'survive' in this
system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself judge myself as unfit to survive in this system in
separation of all that is here, and within that I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the realization that I
have a specific per-programmed role in this system as it is now and
whatever that role is, is not who I really am as life and is also
something that I can transcend through self forgiveness and
corrective application.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to ignore the realization that I am judging myself
in my pre-programmed role within a matrix of mind-enslavement and
that is diminishing me to merely a program, and within that I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my
programmed personalty within this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to ignore the realization that all exist as
reflections of what we all accept and allow within ourselves, and
within that we are all equal regardless of our current 'role' as
'loser' or 'winner' within this mind-based pre-programmed reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to participate in judgments, backchats, internal
conversations, opinions, both positive and negative of others and
myself in separation of myself as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that who I am
as life is stable, constant, here and one and equal with all as me
and within that there is no judgment, backchat, internal
conversations – and within that I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all as one as
equal through judgments both good and bad of myself and others
because in doing that I am creating an artificial reality of
separation wherein others, or myself, have characteristics that are
not one and equal with all as who I am, but rather separate from me
which is mental d-illusion.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to simply be here and breathe and do what is best for
all and best for my personal situation in every breath without
comparisons, or judgments, or backchats.
I forgive myself that have accepted and
allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that my 'role'
within the matrix of the mind-based reality that we exist in and as
is not who I really am so long as I stand and breathe and walk
breath-by breath in correct application doing what is most practical
to ensure my 'survival'.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the
realization that my negative self judgments may be proven in the
real-world through both failures in business and comparisons to
others, that I have grown up with, that are doing much better; and
within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to fear my per-programmed nature as if that is who I really am.
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