TL Day 53 – Day 6 of 21 days of Writing Every Day – Scary Work Stuff Self Corrective Application

When and as I see myself going into the thought that 'failure at work is proof that I am a failure as a human being and as a man' I stop and I breathe because I see, realize, and understand that this is backchat coming from the perspective of an ego and separation wherein I am not one and equal with all as who I am, but rather an individualized personality unit within a matrix. And thus I commit myself to stopping these thoughts when and as I see them through breathing in and out until I am clear.

When and as I see myself going into an emotional reaction of fear and anxiety connected to the thought that 'I may not be able to survive in this world system' I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to go into emotional reactions of fear for any reason whatsoever because I see, realize, and understand that participating in fear and anxiety does nothing to solve my 'problem' and requires energy which is resourced from my physical body which then in-turn actually degenerates my body. Instead I stand and I breathe in and out until I am clear. And thus, I commit myself to stand one and equal within every breath, and breathe through all reactions of fear and anxiety.

When and as I see myself judging myself as 'less than' others who are able to make more money than myself and then going into an emotional reaction of 'fear of being proven unfit to survive in this capitalist system' I stop and I breathe because I see realize and understand that I am only judging myself as an individualized personality within a matrix of per-programmed personalities and that because I have committed myself to standing as life, as the breathe one and equal with all as me, therefore judging others and myself is of energy and systems and separation and is actually breaking my commitment with myself. And thus, I commit myself to standing as one and equal as all as me in every breath and breathing and being here as the physical, clear and without judgment and fear. I also commit myself to writing in specificity any and all points that I cannot breathe through that still cause fear, anxiety, and judgment within me.

OK, so more corrective application on the previous point of standing on points that I have written about in the past coming next.