I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
consider myself as inferior / less than / and emasculated when and as I
experience low-income earnings in my current profession.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compare myself to other financially successful people, specifically males, and
then judge myself as inferior / less than / less capable than those who earn
more than me in this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be seen and judged as inferior / less than / less capable / un-fit to survive /
un-deserving by my partner and others in this system when and as it is apparent
that I am not able to make enough money to survive, let alone thrive in this
system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge myself as inferior just because I have not been able up to this point in
time in my life to be financially successful in this economic system of
competition and ‘may the best man win / winner takes all.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am the equivalent of my pre-programmed design within this
system, which is obviously not one of making tons of money. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my pre-programmed
personality design does not represent who I am in-fact, but only what I have
accepted and allowed myself to be and become, of which can be changed and also
is nothing personal about who I really am in-fact as life, as the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am nothing more than my pre-programmed personality design of
limitation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my self-value and self-worth within and as the amount of money that I can
make in this economic system. Within
this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a
desire, within and as myself, to make as much money as possible so that I can
prove to others, and really myself, that I am valuable, capable, and superior
in my personality design / in my who I am – all because of my starting point of
placing my value and self-worth within and as how much money that I can make,
which is connected to me being a winner.
Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I must ‘win’ to prove my self-worth / self-value.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in back-chat that ‘I am not good enough for my partner’, ‘I am
unfit to survive’, ‘I am a burden’, ‘I am inferior to others who make more
money’ when and as I experience low-income times in my current job. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to connect a fear reaction to be being seen by
others as ‘unfit to survive’, ‘a burden’,’ not good enough’, as if fear can
help me in any way whatsoever. Within
and as this fear reaction, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to then just want to run away and hide and escape this world altogether.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel sorry myself and go into self-pity and self-victimization when and as I
experience income problems.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
have a prolonged experience of low-income, like over a month or so, act as a
trigger for me to start going into reactions of self-pity, self-victimization,
feeling sorry for myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame the system and my pre-programming for my lack of income success in order
to make myself feel better about myself and my current income situation in this
economic system as it is now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
work myself into an emotional frenzy of fear, anxiety, and self abuse /
self-hatred when and as I experience low-income times.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
resent myself and even hate myself to a certain degree when and as I experience
low-income times.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want to give-up altogether on trying to survive in this system and just be a
bum on the streets as the solution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
allow low income times to act as a trigger for me to just want to give up
altogether and thus within and as this desire to give up, I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to make excuses and justifications to not
take care of my business and personal responsibilities to the best of my
abilities at all times.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that my lack of financial success has nothing to do
with me personally as who I am as life / as the physical because I see,
realize, and understand that who I am as life / as the physical is one and
equal with all that is here as it is / I am of the same substance with the same
awareness starting point as all that is here – and thus, I forgive myself that
I have ignored the realization that success in this economic system is a matter
of the pre-programming that one has within and as one’s mind-consciousness
system and thus, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to develop the
traits that are necessary to become successful in this economic system as it is
now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
hold a desire within and as myself to be wealthy so that I can appease me
inferiority complex that I am un-fit, in-capable, and not really a man unless I
can be wealthy – instead of creating the understand within and as myself that
the only reason to be wealthy is so that one can participate in this system so
as to be able to recreate this system to one that is best for all.
When and as I see myself going into a reaction of fear
connected to my judging myself as less than a man – when and as I experience
low income times, I stop and I breathe.
I do not accept and allow myself to react in fear that I might really be
inferior. I commit myself to instead,
just breathe and delete the fear and the judgments that come up through
breathing until I am clear and stable.
When and as I see myself going into comparisons where I
compare myself to other successful men and then judge myself that I am inferior
to them and then react in fear that others might see this too, I stop and I
breathe. I do not accept and allow these fear, comparison, and judgment
characters to exist within and as me. I
commit myself to immediately breathe and then say out-loud in a calm steady
voice self-forgiveness on these points in the moment so as to assist myself to
release myself from these fears, judgments, and comparisons the moment they
come up. I then remind myself that I am
always equal with all that is here as me, in-fact, due to the point that we are
all of the same substance, just taking different forms in this world as it is
now. From here, I direct myself to
stabilize myself through breathing, and then commit myself to work in the most
effective manner possible.
When and as I see myself going into blame,
self-victimization, self-pity, and justifications as to why I am not making the
money that I believe that I should be making, I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow this because is
see, realize, and understand that all these characters are of no use and only
serve to separate myself from here and from taking self-responsibility. Thus, I commit myself to stop these
characters when and as they come up by immediately taking a deep breath and
speaking self-forgiveness in a directive and stable voice tonality to help
assist myself to release these characters from within and as me. From here, I direct myself to apply myself
to the best of my abilities in whatever task is at hand.
When and as I see myself judging myself to be less valuable,
not a man, less than, and inferior – due to my having financial difficulty, I
stop and I breathe. I do not accept and
allow this because I see, realize, and understand that this is simply not the
case within the reality that all that is here is in-fact one and equal as
substance / as the physical – just taking different forms and performing
different functions. I see, realize,
and understand that within this point, I have misplaced myself self-value into
within and as how much I can win and how much I can be macho within making lots
of money, instead of placing my self value in me here as the physical where I
have equal value to all that is here, in-fact.
Thus, I commit myself to remind myself that my self-value is here,
within and as every breath that I take and as the physical. I remind myself that inferiority and
superiority do not really in-fact exist and that if I am going into these
characters, I am in-fact operating from a starting point of
mind-possession. Thus, I commit myself
to speak self-forgiveness in the moment to release myself from the mind
possession if fearing that I am inferior / less than / and have no value. I commit myself to breathe until I am stable. From here, I commit myself to apply myself
in ways that bring about the most value to all life that is here and also to my
direct physical needs.
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