Bullies are assholes, pricks, and fuckers. I am not a bully. Bullies keep me from really being able to express myself. I hate bullies. Bullies suck. I fear bullies. Bullies always get there way. I am intimidated by bullies. I hate being exposed by bullies.
Some self forgiveness on bullying:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act as a bully within the point of
inducing fear in another being in order create the illusion, within my own
mind, that I am the stronger / the superior being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within the character of the
bully, wherein I am blustering, quarrelsome, intimidating, and overbearing
towards those I perceive as weaker than me in order to get my way or create the
illusion that I am superior.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within the character of the bully, wherein I am blustering, quarrelsome,
intimidating and overbearing towards those I perceive as STRONGER / superior to
me so that I can create the illusion that I am actually superior to them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within then the construct of 'the bully', where I scare / induce fear in
others with lies / falsehoods, in order to appear to myself as strong /
stronger / superior, and in order to get my way / win.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand the sound signature of the word 'bully' where it sounds
like 'belie' wherein one who bully's is a walking contradiction to himself /
herself within the point that the one who is really in fear of being 'inferior'
is the bully himself.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see, realize, and understand that the starting point of the bully character
is fear / fear of being inferior / fear of being less-than / fear of losing,
wherein because this fear, one's solution is to bully others so as to feel
superior.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that the bully character is also a bull-shitter
character because no one is in-fact
superior or inferior to another.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist within and as the bully character wherein I bullshit others with lies /
mis-representations as within the sounding of the word: bully - bull - lie.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that within the sounding of the word 'bully' one can
see that the bully is mind-fucking him / herself within the point that he / she
/ I believes that one can make self feel and exist as superior / the El / the
elevated one through inducing 'booh' / fear in others - within the sounding of
the word: Bully - Booh - El - I / Booh
- I am elevated!
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge bullies as pricks and assholes when I see, realize, and understand that
these judgments are not in-fact a physical reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
react in fear and intimidation towards bullies and being bullied.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compare myself to others and then judge myself or others as superior / inferior. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to bully others in order to feel superior. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that superiority and
inferiority do not in-fact exist within and as physical reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
act within the bully character in order to get my way / win / compete.
Corrective Application:
When and as I see myself bullshitting and quarrelling with
others in order to induce fear in them that they are inferior and I am superior
and to get my way, I stop and I breathe.
I do not accept and allow this because I see, realize, and understand
that I am only lying to myself within the point that we are all in-fact equals and that inferiority / superiority
does not exist. I also see, realize,
and understand that bullying / inducing fear in others to get my way is not an
equal and one and best for all approach to living. I commit myself to no longer act within the bully character
through always checking my starting point in all communications with others by
asking myself the questions: "What is my starting point? Am I trying to induce fear in the other to
have my way or convince myself or others that I am in-fact superior? Do I feel inferior? Am I comparing myself to this person in
anyway? From here, I commit myself to
slow down, breathe until I am clear, and then communicate my wants, needs, and
desires to others in a mutually equitable way.
When and as I see myself judging those who are bullies /
acting within the bully character as 'assholes', 'fuckers', and 'pricks.'. I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow this because I
see, realize, and understand that my starting point of this is separation and
fear. Thus, I commit myself to
immediately delete these backchats / judgments when and as they come up and
breathing until I am clear of all emotional energies towards bullies and being
bullied. From here, I commit myself to
stand up for myself as assertive and say to the bully 'no, I don't accept and
allow myself to be bullied.' and walk away.
Bully, redefined:
It is good to have this word in our vocabulary so as to be
able to identify self and others when and as we are acting within the bully
character. But I would like to expand
the definition:
The Bully, expanded definition:
- The act of inducing fear, through quailing, intimidating, and being overbearing towards others to create the illusion, in self, that self is superior.
- One who operates from a starting point of fear / fear of being inferior
- One whose solution to having a starting point of fear of being inferior, is to elevate self, in one's own eyes, through inducing fear of inferiority in others, through quarrelling, intimidating, and being overbearing.
- One who intimidates others in order to induce fear in others in order to win and get one's way.
- One who intimidates others in order to have them submit to one's will, from a starting point of wanting to be seen as superior.
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