I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to place my trust within other human beings, institutions, religions, schools, politicians, police, military, fields of study, ancient philosophers, systems, etc in and as my world.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that in placing my trust within another, that this act is an act of separation of self, which is self-dishonesty because who I am as one as equal as myself is here in and as every moment of breath.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that in defining my trust separate from myself within another human being(s), that this is an act of separating me from myself; and within this I am self-dishonest. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that placing my trust outside of myself in another separate from me, is in-fact supporting relationships of the mind thus enslaving me to consciousness / the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap other beings in a relationship formation, with words, definitions, and expectations such as "I trust you".
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to accept myself as self-trust, but instead have attempted to form relationships with beings outside of myself by placing my trust in them, in separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the self created illusion / delusion of relationships established in placing my trust as defined within and as another will eventually fall because it is not real - because no one can really in-fact be trusted in relationships as consciousness. Thus, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I cannot really trust anything or anyone outside of me - my trust is here, as self, as who I am in every moment of breath.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that placing my trust outside of myself as defined within and as another - is really just an excuse to not face my own fear of myself for not taking self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take self responsibility to remain here as who I really am in every breath, as the breath.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live self-honesty and self-responsibility as who I really am in every breath - where I remain "here" as the sound harmonic expression of Life as life, as the living word in every moment of breath, of which is the act of taking self responsibility and living what is best for all. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my trust in a "god" or other beings and institutions to act in the best interest for all because I have not developed self-trust within and as myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my trust is here, as self, as who I am and it is self-dishonesty to place my trust outside of myself within another or another point in and as my world.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that any relationship of trust outside of myself is doomed to fail because it is in and of energy / consciousness which eventually ends, while I as the living word, remain infinitely.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that placing and defining my trust outside of myself, instead of within and as myself, is just a "cop-out" because I fear taking self responsibility - of which this fear exists within and as me because of my acceptance and allowances over time that accumulate as memories stored within and as my physical body wherein I lived self-dishonesty repeated over time - by not remaining here in every breath as who I really am, as the living word.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed to see, realize, and understand that when and as I follow the energy of my mind - that I fuck myself over in the department of self trust because I am living self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the actual starting point of placing my trust outside of myself is FEAR / fear of self.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear / react in fear to myself / to who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as consciousness. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress this fear by manipulating others and myself through / within and as relationships of trust / placing trust outside of myself - to apparently do something that I do not trust myself to do, be, or become.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear to my own self-honesty and self-responsibility and then to manipulate others through relationships of "trust" to cover up and suppress this fear of myself creating compounding emotions, and feelings, definitions, expectations, and pictures within and as the mind supporting myself as the mind further fucking myself over as the mind. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that "trust" is the relationship line / thread that connects beings in and as consciousness / as mind consciousness systems manifesting and supporting this existence of separation.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I am living self-dishonesty from my very starting point of placing trust outside of myself within and as another - thus., within this. the mere act of placing trust inside of myself as myself is an act of self-honesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of living as self trust
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of living as self-honesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of taking self-responsibility for who I am in every breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to set myself up to be able to "blame" others through placing my trust outside of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself to believe that I am not responsible for every single facet of this entire world and my own world through placing my trust in another, outside of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and "hide" and not have to stand up and take self responsibility - behind relationships of trusting another outside of myself to do, act, or be something for me / on my behalf - which is bullshit.
I commit myself to live the words "I am self trust" by placing my trust in myself.
I commit myself to live the words "I am self responsibility" by taking self responsibility for who I in every moment of breath.
I commit myself to live self-honesty as who I am in every moment of breath by never accepting and allowing anything less than who I am or another is, of Life - by applying self honesty in every moment of breath - to stop the mind.
I commit myself to break the relationship lines / connections of consciousness enslavement by standing as self trust in every moment of breath as who I really am of Life.
I commit myself to develop self-trust within and as me / as an expression of who I am as the living word through apply and living self-honesty and self responsibility as Life in every moment of breath.
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