I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify not doing something in the moment that I see that it needs to be done with the justification and intention of doing it later / another time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate through the justification of intention / intending to do or attain something in the future, instead of acting immediately in the moment that I see something needs to be done. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within and as me / my mind the experience of laziness through repeated procrastination that accumulates as memories within and as my flesh that eventually culminate into and as an energetic / emotional experience of laziness, that I then become addicted to.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use excuses and justifications like "I intend to do this but not now / I plan on attaining this later" instead of moving / willing myself to do something immediately when and as I see that it needs to be done, in the moment of breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lock myself into the future through intention / intending to do something / attain something in the future, instead of doing it in the moment of breath when and as I see that it needs to be done / attained.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lock myself into a future placement of myself with what I "intend" to do, be, or become in the future.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lock myself into a future relationship with myself within my participation in my mind as intention / intending to do, be, or become, or attain something in the future. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my "intent" is thus my relationship between myself and the future, which supports me as consciousness, in separation.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that "intention" is not an expression of support of self as "here", as moment, as breath - because intention locks me into a future relationship with myself within in and as my mind / my mind consciousness system, which causes limitation and control within and as the experience of myself in my world because through my relationship with intention / intending to do something in the future - I thus become separated from what is here as myself in every moment of breath, and then can only see what I plan on doing / being / attaining / becoming in the future within and as the pictures and ideas that exist in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I accept and allow myself to go into the design of intention / intending to do or become something or someone, instead of acting immediately in the moment of breath, that I then enslave myself to the future as projections and past as memories and thus support myself as the mind, enslaving me to my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that intention is of separation - because when and as I accept and allow myself to go into the character of intention / intending to do something / be something / attain something in the future - I thus exist in a future projection of myself as pictures and ideas that exist in my mind, instead of being here as the breath in every moment of breath.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the design of intention places me in a controlled, limited, tunnel vision placement of myself in and as my mind, in separation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use intention as an excuse and justification to do something that I would rather do, in the moment, while putting off what needs to be done trapping me in the past and the future.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of missing out when faced doing something that needs to be done in the moment but would rather do something else.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that through my participation in fear of loss and fear of missing out, as if it were real, I am thus creating myself as loss and missing out because I am enslaving of myself to my mind as fear, and losing and missing-out on myself as Life, as the breath of Life.
I commit myself to thus, when and as I see that something needs to be done - to move myself in the moment of breath, to do it immediately / to get it done.
I commit myself to stop participation in thoughts such as "I intend / will do this / attain this / become this later / in the future utilizing the breath.
I commit myself to thus act immediately to get something done unless it is not practically feasible to do it immediately. However, I commit myself to be self-honest in discerning what is immediately practically feasible to do and what is not in the moment that I see that it needs to be done using self honesty, common sense, and basic math in the moment of breath.
I commit myself to thus set a date in the future to do something only when the math and common sense within and as self-honesty says that it cannot immediately be done and to thus do it immediately when that future moment arises.
When and as I see myself going into the character of "intention", I commit myself, to remember in one breath my self forgiveness here, and then say "I stop - I am not this design". Then I direct myself to act immediately within and as the moment of breath.
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