"First you must make a DECISION. Within the Decision there must reside an Absolute DETERMINATION to Manifest it (the Decision).The DECISION is your Starting Point and your Termination point, thus the need for the Absolute deTERMINATION.
Your Determination will be seen within your DEDICATION. If there is no Dedication, then the Determination is not real - and you will get nowhere because the Decision wasn't truly made.
From your Dedication you will manifest yourself as DISCIPLINED.
From your Discipline you will start a process of ACCUMULATION -- and thus, step by step, breath by breath, you will start to Produce Results that are aligned with your initial Decision." - Bernard Poolman
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the past, have made the Decision to stand in equality in all ways as Life, but to have not the determination to carry it through to manifest it as evidenced in my lack of dedication.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that absolute determination is required to withstand the storms of the mind as the revenge of the ego will do everything possible to bring me into submission to the mind.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to forgive every thought, feeling, and emotion that I participate in, in real-time, so as to not allow it to accumulate into mind control.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that what I do not forgive, I suppress and am thus controlled by it.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to live dedication to the point where I develop myself into and as discipline from which I can then begin the process of accumulation over time, breath-by-breath, step-by-step, wherein I will begin to produce results that are aligned with my initial decision.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a tree that does not bear the fruit of Life. Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, understand, and live the infinite wisdom within the saying "you will know them by their fruit"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the tree of "knowledge of good and evil" which is tainted with the poisons of self interest and profit and brings death, instead of seeking the tree of Life which bears the fruits of Life and Equality, and within that, real peace, and real joy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall "prey" to the storms of the mind when and as that inevitable moment comes where the "revenge of the ego" pulls out "all the stops" to retake its thrown and test my determination, and initial decision, of which if I do not stand absolute in my determination - then I fall and then dedication and discipline will not manifest as my living expression, and then as a consequence, I will accumulate seed that will produce bad fruit.
I forgive myself that I have neglected to hear the infinite wisdom in the words "Therefore anyone who hears these words of mine and acts on them is like a wise-man who built his house on the rock. The rain fell, the torrents raged, and the wind blew, and beat against that house, but it did not fall, because its foundation was on the ROCK."
I commit myself to build my house on the rock of absolute determination wherein I live determination, thus terminating the patterns of the mind, breath-by-breath, one by one, moment by moment until it is done.
I commit myself to manifest myself as discipline from my dedication and determination to carry out my initial decision, and starting point, to stand as all as one as equal / equal in all ways - from where I can begin the accumulation process that will bear the fruit of Life.
I commit myself to build my house on the rock of self-honesty, self, forgiveness, and self application -- but a self application that is upon the rock of absolute determination - wherein I apply my self in all ways equal and one with my initial decision to stop the mind and birth myself as Life, from the physical - in this one life time - to then stand as the living example of the potential of man - breath-by-by breath, until it is done.
I commit myself to build my house on the Rock of taking immediate action as if my Life depended on it and it was my last day because in fact - my last day will indeed come like a thief the night.
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