What I am right now is in a state of change and therefore I
do see, realize, and understand that there are many ideas of myself / there are
many ways that I have defined myself that as soon as I see these points I stop
because I see these ideas are all just self-serving and are not actual in-fact
reality. However, I do see, realize,
and understand that every breath that I miss is a point in time where I go into
the idea of myself – as who I want myself to be or who I want to present myself
as to get what I want, need, and desire.
By missing a breath, I mean, that point in time where I am not here and
instead within and as the personalities and characters that are already
pre-programmed within and as my mind that activate when I react to something
that acts as a trigger in my mind.
For instance, I within the idea of myself, see myself as a
peace-loving guy who just wants the best for others. Yet, when someone does something to me that either directly or
indirectly threatens my comfort / my existence then what happens? Well, then the protect me from harm
personality / character activates within my mind where I begin to backchat about
all the problems with the other person in relation to this point and how my
position is justified, etc. And what is
that? War. The outward manifestation of that is war. The opposite of peace.
Another point would be like “I considered myself to at one
time be the voice of the animals and to really love the animals” because I
refrained from eating meat. Yet, one
day I realized that my avoidance of eating meat was actually doing nothing to
protect the animals because their suffering actually had nothing to do with my
avoidance of eating meat. It actually
had to do with something much more deeply ingrained within and as me. I realized that the animal abuse, such as
within corporate farming practices, is an outward manifestation of something
that I am doing always within and as myself – and that is participating within
my own mind and living as the mind wherein the mind always requires energy and
thus the energy is harvested / resourced from my physical body in a highly
disregarding way where my physical body is in essence tortured, raped, abused,
and eventually even murdered by my mind and its abusive domineering
relationship to the body equal and one to the animal abuse in this system- Wherein, I realized, that the animal abuse
is just there to show me what I am already doing to myself.
I used to, at one time, think that I was ‘good’ because I
believed in God and did what is ‘right’ until I realized that my belief in god
actually, in-fact, supports everything that is ‘wrong’ within this reality such
as war, rape, murder, torture, starvation, etc. How is this so? Well,
because within believing in a God who is good, one is giving one’s
self-responsibility away to this god to be good for them thus what is
left? The evil. That means that one then lives the evil as
self. Why else would one need a good
god if on is not already evil and living as such? Within that point, I once believed that I must be good since I
believe in god and do not commit such evil crimes, right? No, I commit all the crimes and all the evil
that is here on this planet through my abdication of self-responsibility to
stand as what is best for all in every breath, which is facilitated through my
belief in a god who is good.
You see, within the principle of equality and oneness, one
is already doing everything that exists on this planet no matter ones’ position
within it because one is in-fact equal and one with everything that is
here. You see, equality and oneness is
a physical fact. We are all of the same
substance and substance is just actually a bunch of molecules taking different
forms. Try to imagine a blanket that
has been spread across a bed and then one takes certain points of that blanket
and wades them up at those points to make different forms. Would you actually think that because there
are different forms created within that very same blanket that each form is a
separate manifestation from the blanket and each other form? NO.
The same with what is here.
Moreover, if the blanket needed washing, would you only wash part of the
blanket? No, you would was the entire
blanket.
So, this planet needs washing. Everything being needs to be healed. Every being needs to be taken care of within the point of needed
basic requirements to live a dignified life.
Thus, we are all one and the same and one an equal within that
point. Thus, we are equal and one with
what is here, right not in this physical existence. Thus, there is no escaping responsibility for every single form
of abuse that is here on this planet no matter what your beliefs are or your
ideas of yourself are.
So, don’t be confused.
Equality and Oneness is not something ‘positive’ such as new age
religious belief. Rather, equality and
oneness is the physical fact of the matter and is the reason why we are all to
‘blame’ for what is here no matter if we are directly participating in it or
not – because we are participating in it within and as the relationship that we
have created ourselves between our mind and our body. The body is the physical which is the substance and, as of now,
is dominated and abused by the mind / by the energy of the mind – which is
represented as the money within this system which we destroy the planet and
abuse life in order to create our ‘needed’ and ‘desired’ money.
So, what is our idea of ourselves. Is it one with what is actually happening here on this
planet? Is my idea of myself equal and
one with how I live and exist within and as my own mind in relationship to my
physical body which is reflected within man’s / the minds relationship with
this planet? Or is the idea of myself a
pretty picture that exists within and as pictures within my mind so that I do
not have to face myself as everything here?
Thus, I commit myself to always be pushing the envelope of what is the real me so that I can end the idea of me.
Thus, I commit myself to always be pushing the envelope of what is the real me so that I can end the idea of me.
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