Day 209 – Standing as the physical

Today’s writing is just a note to self to remind self to always stand as the physical, as the breath, of life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stand as the mind in separation from what is here as me as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the illusion of separation that is generated by my standing as the mind as energy in the illusion of good / bad, right / wrong, and positive, negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others in separation of me as them.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I am always judging myself / a point within self when and as I judge others and that it is only within the illusion of separation that I do not see this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted allowed myself to believe that anything that exists can really be separate from me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that everything that is here is of my creation and is showing me the outflow of consequence of my existing as I have been within the point of seeking energy / the experience of energy and looking outside self for the ‘answers’

I forgive myself that I have neglected my role as creator / co-creator of this existence as it is in its entirety by not taking the self-responsibility to walk my life as the physical as all as one as equal, but instead I have chosen to walk my life /my awareness in separation form what is here by pursuing energy and the experience of energy and the defining myself within my experience of energy as if the energy is what is real – neglecting the point that energy derives from the physical, which is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted what is here as ‘real’ as if it exists outside of me and regardless of who I am and what I accept and allow.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that this very physical reality is a reflection of what I accept and allow.

I commit myself to stand as the physical, where I see, realize, and understand that everything that is here in existence is in fact me and caused and created by me and who I am have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.  Thus I commit myself to stand as the physical, as the breath, of life by slowing myself down and investigating everything that I have taken for granted as ‘real’ in separation of myself- and then correcting it so that I can stand as all as one as equal, of life where I am no longer directed by energy and no longer see myself as separate from all that is here