Day 215 – Corrective Statement on Work

When and as I see myself reacting to the idea of work or the thought of going to work with resistance and anxiety, I stop and I breathe.  I do not accept and allow myself to react to ideas of realities of having to do something that I have defined as work because I see, realize, and understand that this resistance and anxiety is entirely self-created and therefore not a real equal and one approach to doing that what needs to be done.  Thus, I commit myself to remain here and breathe through the reactions of anxiety and resistance until I am clear.  From here I commit myself to apply myself to the best of my abilities no matter what the activity that I participate in.

When and as I see myself going into to an energetic possession of resistance to work where my mind races and tries to think of something else to do or that needs to be done that I would ‘enjoy’ more, I stop and I breathe and remind myself that I am here and that I simply must do what needs to be done and that reacting to it will not assist me in anyway and is also of the mind.  Thus, I commit myself to move myself within and as the breathe, stopping all thoughts, reactions, and resistances to work throughout the process of working and applying myself within the application of work.

When and as I see myself going into resistance to work because of stepping into the expectation and idea characters within the thought / idea that ‘I should not have to work when I am at home’ or while at work ‘I should not have to work so hard to just survive’, I stop and I breathe.   I do not accept and allow this bullshit to exist within and as me.  I see, realize, and understand that working is something that needs to be done in this existence as it exists now in its current manifestation and that going into resistance will not change that.  I see, realize, and understand that ultimately everything is boiled down to different applications of moving my body and my mind in a way to produce certain results and outcomes.  Thus, work, is no different than any other activity except within and as my relationship to it and how I have defined that what I do in relationship to myself and how I have defined myself and charged and polarized everything as positive and negative.

Thus, I commit myself to redefine the word work and stopping the negative polarity charge to the word work.

I commit myself to stop the idea and expectation characters by stopping the idea and expectation that ‘I should not have to work while at home or to survive’ by immediately breathing and clearing my mind / stopping these thoughts when and as I see them come up.

From there, I commit myself to move myself clear of any characters or reactions positive or negative while at work and working until I am done.