I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself as a slave because I have to work and then to resent my slavery
as if someone had imposed this on me against my will.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
polarize myself in reaction to the work ‘slavery’ be charging this word with as
bad / negative in separation of myself.
Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define
myself as a slave because I have to work to survive and then go into a negative
reaction to work because I have defined it as slavery and charged the word
slavery as negative / bad.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see the
sound relationship that I have create with the word ‘work’ where the end of the
word sounds like ‘OK’ wherein I must therefore do something to just be ‘OK’.
When and as I see myself going into the resistance-to-work
character towards work, and anything that I have defined as work, where I
participate in backchat about how work is slavery and then react to work and
the application of work with resistance, resentment, and haste so as to get
through it as fast as possible so that I can ‘relax’ and experience myself
within and as the positive energy that is produced within and as myself in
relation to activities that I have not defined as work – I stop and I
breathe. I do not accept and allow
myself to go in the resistance-to-work character because I see, realize, and
understand that this character is an egoic manifestation of the mind and is not
an equal and one living application where I live here as the breath, as the
physical, of life.
Thus, I commit myself to stopping this character as soon as
I see myself going into it through reminding myself out-loud that ‘I am here,
and that everything that I do is just simply a physical motion and that the
positive and negative charges and associations that I place on it is simply of
the mind.’ From there I commit myself to breathe and slow myself down until I
am right here within and as my physical body as me and from there proceed to
move myself to complete the tasks at hand that are required to be completed.
When and as I see myself reacting negatively towards the
hearing of the word ‘work’ either spoken by someone else of by myself out-loud
or in my mind, I stop and I breathe. I
do not accept and allow myself to judge the word as negative / bad, and judge
anything that I have as negative / bad and then react to within resistance,
rushing, and haste because I see, realize, and understand that it is just a
word, a sounding used to denote and communicate something – and the application
of work is just a physical movement.
Thus, I commit myself to move myself within and as the breath, and the
physical and apply myself to get the work done that is required while remaining
here from start to finish, free of all reactions and judgments.
I see realize and understand that no matter the activity –
all activities are just merely physical movement and that it is my judgments
and reactions towards these physical movements and the way that I have defined
myself to them that is the ‘problem’ of which I see, realize, and understand
that these ‘problems’ exist within and as self and are created within and as my
mind in separation from what is actually here.
Work – A new definition:
Inherent in the sound of work is ‘we are ok’. This is true no regardless of what the
activity is. Work is ok. We are / I am ok within and as the application
of work. Thus, work is simply defined
as anything that is required to be done to take self-responsibility so as to
have a means to communicate and differentiate activities that are required to
be done – Yet, we are / I am ok within this.
I am here. The definition of
work is thus: that what is required to be done to take
self-responsibility. Within that
definition, I commit myself to no longer accept and allow positive or negative
relationships to be attached to this word or the activities that I have
associated with this word.
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