Life in our current economic structure of capitalism is a
life of competition, comparison, superiority / inferiority which is all based
upon the amount of sex and money we can acquire for ourselves. We form groups and join groups based upon
how we have defined ourselves and what amount of sex and money these groups can
bring us through the way they make us feel about ourselves and also from the
standpoint of survival in that joining a group makes us more secure and
safe. We like to pretend that our
motives and our hearts are pure, and in a way they are, but because we are
driven by the energies of the mind that are represented in and as sex and
money, our motives are only of the self-interest of survival and then glory if
our survival needs are taken care of.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
seek only my own self-interest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
live for sex and money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
associate myself with groups based upon the way that they make me feel based
upon the way that I have defined myself in relation to the world system of
money and in relation to if these groups and movements will bring me sex and
money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
desire to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
seek fulfillment within energetic experiences that I can only buy with money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself in ways that can only be fulfilled through the acquiring of money
that will enable me to buy things and design my life around a pictured
presentation of me that exists within and as my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect fear to not have the money required to buy the things that would
demonstrate to others who I am within my own self-definition.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compare myself to others from the starting point of determining if I am
superior or inferior to them which then I use to determine if there is a way
that I can align myself with others to increase my supply of sex and money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
play the comparison game with everyone I meet where in my mind I compare myself
to other and define myself as either equal, superior, or inferior to them. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to activate different personalities to people
depending on whether I feel superior or inferior or equal to them in order to
get what I want within and as sex and money or avoid that what I fear – which
is avoided anything and anyone that is a threat to my survival.
I forgive myself that I have, in the past, joined religious
movements because I felt superior to others within the point that I was walking
within the ‘right’ knowledge and information.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
join religions so that I can stake my claim in the highest heavens and have the
most superior experience in the after-life.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
give up living here for a future life that exists within and as pictures in my
mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my self-value within the amount of money and sex that I can procure for
myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
live and to serve the idea of having plenty of money and sex.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that religion is just another way to deceive oneself
into the pursuit a form of money and sex within the point that through religion
one is just simply pursing the same exact energetic experience of superiority
and pure energy experience as one would have through having lots of money and
sex – the superiority experience and pure energy ‘love’ experience as going to
heaven and believing that some supreme super-hero actually gives a shit about
you.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I am some sort of a spiritual guru and guide because I was able to
understand the ‘esoteric’ meaning of the bible and within this, I forgive
myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that
within this point of seeing myself as a guru / guide I was just making myself
feel superior from a starting point of feeling inferior.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that my desire to be rich I created within and as
myself as a consequence of me separating me from myself by judging the point of
being rich as a superiority point wherein if I am not rich then I am inferior
to those who are rich and thus I created the desire to be rich in order to feel
and experience the point of superiority, which equals and is the experience of
having sex and money and lots of it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
deceive myself that my motives are pure and that I don’t really want sex and
money, when in fact that is all that I have ever lived for with the exception
of survival – in that the only other motive that one has other than to live for
sex and money is to survive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
live to survive in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate myself from the physical and from right here through my desire for sex
and money.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that the economic system of capitalism is indeed a
system of the pursuit of sex and money as capital is the equivalent of money
and the ‘ism’ in capital-ISM is the pursuit of money and money equals sex thus
capitalism also the pursuit of sex – and the acquisition of money which equals
sex is also known as the pursuit of happiness.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that through the pursuit of happiness / money / sex
where each competes for a limited supply of money and thus sex, that there will
also manifest ‘losers’ or in other words those who live the negative polarity
equation, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to justify this within the justification of ‘survival of the fittest’.
I commit myself to no longer live for money by aligning
myself with who I am here as the physical and as the breath and as each and
every being that is here and as this planet and this total existence – as
me. As within the separation that I have
created within and as myself through the pursuit of sex and money as an energy
experience – I have created and co-created a world of losers and winners where
we all suffer as a consequence together because the negative always exists
along side the positive both within our own experience of ourselves and within
this world as a whole. Thus, I commit
myself to live for each and everyone and everything as it is all me and no
longer live for energy, but to live each breath here as the breath thus ending
the polarity of the mind which is represented in the pursuit of sex and money.
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