I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect the color green that is on dollar bills to success.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge the idea of being successful as positive
/ good.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my self-worth in the amount of money that I can make within the point
that the more money that I make the more self-worth that I have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compare myself to others who make more money than I make, especially if they
are younger than me, and then to judge them as better-than / more-than me if
they make more money, or appear to make more money, than I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to,
through judging those who make more money than I do as ‘better than / more
than’ me, create and connect fear / a fear reaction to expressing myself while
in their presence where I then suppress my main ‘personality’ so that they will
not judge me as inferior to them.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge my main personality as negative / bad / unsuccessful because of the fact
that I have not been able to make a lot of money in this world system as it
exists now. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold spite towards others who
make more money than me within this realization that it is just their
pre-programmed design that allows them to do so and thus they are not really
living as their true self-expression and thus they are only ‘successful’
incidentally due to their pre-programmed personality design and thus within
that point, I am at least equal to them because we are all in fact just living
out our pre-programmed design- and that within that point, I see myself as
superior to them because I am at least able to see through the veil that is the
mind and thus within this point, I spite them in my mind as if I am really
superior to them because they are just living out their illusion /
pre-programmed existence as ‘successful’ in this system while I am at least
self-aware of this point. Within this,
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be competing with
others for supremacy within the point of self-awareness, because making lots of
money isn’t working, not realizing that this is actually another energy system
/ trap of the mind that I am suppressing myself within and as and thus again
enslaving myself into the polarity equation of superior / inferior instead of
just living here as a true equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create within and as myself a separate personality for dealing with and
interacting with successful people who are better off than me financially –
where I tense-up and consider / judge every word that comes out of my mouth
before speaking to ensure that I do not say things that will reveal to them
that I am inferior / less than.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create within and as myself the desire to become rich like them so that I can
be equal to those who make lots of money and thus alleviate my fear and anxiety
while in their presence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compete with all life on earth for supremacy within the point of making as much
money as I can so that I can experience myself as the ultimate winner – not
considering the consequences that I am creating through this such as war,
starvation, poverty, and the destruction to our environment.
I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to eventually change my point of competition to
competing on an intellectual level within the point that ‘over the course of my
life, making lots of money never happened or hasn’t happened yet’ and thus
within that now I compete on an intellectual level within the point of ‘I am
the smartest of all.’
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that what I am doing within competing for money so that
I can fulfill my desires to see myself as the winner, as superior, as the
coolest being on earth is that I am at war with others within my own mind and
thus supporting war within this world because within this I am giving
permission for others to do the same as me and this is expressed within the war
that is here within the point that those who have the power to wage war are
doing the same thing – exerting their supremacy through competing for resources
and money so that they can live the expression of being the ultimate winners.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see, realize, and understand that competing to be the ultimate winner which
is reflected in having the ultimate personality design manifestation that can
bring the most self worth which is equated to financial worth is rooted in a
fear of death / a fear for survival which is of the mind and of energy because
energy always collapse back into its source – the physical, and thus within
this I am living as an expression of energy – fearing for my survival and doing
everything in my power to evade death.
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