I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be insecure / not know how to act / what to do while in the presence of those
who make more money than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I can ‘equalize’ myself with others through the acquisition of
money and success.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
only see the money / the carrot at the end of the stick, without considering
the consequences and ramifications of how that money came about, what processes
were needed, what resources were needed to bring that money into existence. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
only allowed myself to see the positive side of money – the end result of
having money where one is able to hide in the security of being able to buy
things to present to the world a picture of how one would like to be seen by
others – and then to ignore the negative aspect of money, which is the creation
of money wherein I ignore the suffering, the hardship, the debt, and the
environmental destruction that was required to bring that money into existence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be defined by money, where I am unworthy of standing in the presence of others
unless I make as much as them or more.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe the old saying ‘he who dies with the most toys wins.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear money within the point that I fear making a lot of money because I believe
that I am not worthy of making a lot of money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect fear to making a lot of money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
polarize my relationship to money where I fear it and desire it at the same
time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear not having any money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear being ripped off – where I react in anger when and as I perceive myself to
being ripped off / not getting what I believe that I paid for. Within this, I forgive myself that I have
not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that this very economic
system is a system of ripping others off so that a few can have everything and
that I am always ripping someone off whenever I buy something within the point
that all are virtually compelled to work for less than what they would agree to
if they had any power in this system, and that resources are stolen / taken
from countries and regions that are subjected economically by this system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
perceive myself as empowered through money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
perceive myself as disempowered when I spend money, especially large sums of
money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that power is achieved through having lots of money. Within this belief, I forgive myself that I
have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I am creating the
experience of being disempowered, within and as myself, so long as I do not
have any money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
idolize the rich as being icons of true success, and see being rich as
something positive, when I have not allowed myself to realize that the processes
of becoming rich requires the very negative conditions of slave labor and
resource extraction and abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see, realize, and understand that money only serves to allow those who have
it to present pretty pictures of themselves to the world so that they can
continue to gain more access to money which only serves self interest – that
there is no need for money beyond basic needs and being empowered to move the
system to reflect that what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
see myself as a looser unless I have lots of money.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that, as evidenced in this physical reality right now,
there must be far more losers’s than there are winners in order to support the
construct of being rich. Within this, I
forgive myself that I have ignored the realizing that the winner’s in this
system must create more loser’s in order to keep on winning.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create within and as myself the desire to present myself to the world in a
certain way that can only be done through having money of which I feel
empowered or disempowered to be ‘who I really am’ depending on if I have money
and how much money that I have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see, realize, and understand that within this current economic system, most
people must be ostracized from the system otherwise we would destroy the earth
far faster than we are doing today; and thus, some of us where given the
ability / personality design and signature to make lot’s of money wherein these
types typically knew what they wanted to do from when they were young and also
have the personality characteristics to be able to a success and empower
themselves within and as this system, while the rest of humanity are left to
fend for themselves.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that those few who make it from rags-to-riches, in this
current economic system, where pre-programmed to do so in order to create
‘hope’ and be a symbol of ‘hope’, as in ‘you can do it too’, for the rest of
the masses that were not so fortunate to have such a personality design in
order to keep the worker slaves moving and not give up in their dead-end go
no-where slave jobs that are required to be done so that the rich can continue
to be rich.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that becoming rich and successful, in this system, is a
function of one’s pre-programmed personality design of which has nothing to do
with who one really is as the physical.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that the amount of money one makes is simply a function
of one’s personality design and also opportunities that by a matter of luck
within the position of where one is born in this world – and that this has no
reflection on what or who one really is and what one is really capable of.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
give permission for this system of competition and winner takes all to exist
through my tacit approval of this system by my participation in this construct.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that everyone is simple competing for the best
personality design that can bring them the most money and within this, I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to present myself in
ways only to bring about the most money possible into my reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
allow the hearing of someone that I know as being super-successful trigger
emotional reactions of fear, insecurity, and then belittle of others in order
to bring them down to my level, to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that money should have always been and should be now -
just a practical tool to measure value and exchange goods that can be used to
support my existence on this planet.
I commit myself to equalize myself with my relationship
towards money where I money becomes a practical tool to take care of my basic
needs on this planet.
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