I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that within the sounding of the word 'discipline' it
can be seen that discipline enables one to fulfill his plans and to apply and
integrate within self whatever one commits discipline towards within the point
that discipline sounds like 'this I plan' and 'this I apply within.'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
see and perceive the point of discipline as 'appalling', like discipline = this
(is) appalling. Within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the point of
discipline as if I had just eaten really nasty food, where I become mind
possessed with just how much I don't like it and then within that stay away
from it at all costs without any consideration.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that through discipline I will be missing out on 'fun' when I see,
realize, and understand that that fun is something that I define for myself and
that thus believing that I am missing out on fun because of discipline is a
complete mind fuck and completely imaginary.
When and as I see myself going into a resistance towards the
point of discipline, where I accept and allow pre-programmed backchat to
activate within and as my mind like 'how fucked up and boring life is when
discipline is applied;' 'how I would rather do something else than live within
a disciplined routine.', I stop and I breathe.
I do not accept and allow this reaction and backchat to exist within and
as me because I see, realize and understand that I have charged the word
discipline negatively and judged the point of discipline negatively within and
as my mind due to past memories as a child where I formed opinions and beliefs
about the point of discipline without
ever reconsidering them. I see,
realize, and understand that living the point of discipline as an expression of
who I am in every breath will enable me and empower me to live to my fullest
potential both for the sake of others and for all beings here, and within this
enable and empower me to enjoy life to the fullest - because only through
discipline, can I enable myself to work consistently, methodically, and
persistently towards my goals, my dreams, and my purpose; of which, if aligned
within what's best for all, will enable me to help create a world that is best
for all and thus most enjoyable for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see,
realize, and understand that lacking discipline not only limits me, but also is
a form of neglect to everything that is here within the point that if I do not
move myself within the discipline of what is best for all in every breath, that
I am thus accepting and allowing and giving permission for all the abuse that
is here in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be directed by the past, as memories from when I was a child wherein I formed
my resistance to discipline because I reacted negatively to the discipline that
my parents invoked upon me.
Thus, I commit myself to stop the reactions, as backchats as
beliefs, opinions, judgments, and resistances that come up to the point of
discipline by simply taking a deep breath and deleting them as they come
up. From here, I commit myself to
direct myself within the point of discipline and remind myself that through
discipline I enable myself to live to my fullest potential where I will find my
true enjoyment and enable myself to always live what is best for all.
I commit myself to outline and design a routine of
discipline, so that I can ensure that I take care of all points and commitments
in my life and that I have made, respectively.
I commit myself to push through all resistance to discipline so that I
can enable myself to apply within and fulfill my plans to be and achieve
whatever it is that I set myself out to do.
I commit myself to remind myself that a real equal and one
living of joy and happiness is when I live here as the director of me, where I
direct me to do and live here, as the physical of which is best for all, in
every breath - of which never fades and is not dependant on what I do, but what
I am living, and thus when I see myself
going into resistance towards discipline because I believe it will take away my
joy, I remind myself of this point - and then commit myself to delete this
backchat, breathe, and direct myself towards the discipline of real living,
here, as breath.
Creative Writing:
Discipline:
- self movement wherein one enables self to live 'this (that) I plan' (which sounds like discipline)
- directive self movement wherein one enable self to apply within self whatever one desires within the point of 'this I'pply In' (which sounds like discipline)
- where one disciples self or others to apply within and make happen whatever it is one set's out to do
- a routine that is formulated and then followed to bring about the desires, plans, and purpose of the individual
- a field of systematic study and practice
- the means by which one executes, invokes, and in-acts commitments, responsibilities, and purpose
- a means of which where one enables self to step in as the absolute authority of self and one's destiny.
- a system of rules of conduct, thought, methods, actions designed for a specific purpose
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