Day 316 – Consistent

Am I always consistent?  Do I always remain consistent with what I do?  Can I increase my effectiveness though remaining consistent?  I am leading up to something with my writings, at this time, and that is self-empowerment.  Does being consistent lead to self-empowerment? 

I have a little bit of an issue with being consistent.  I feel that it is limiting and taxing to be consistent.  So, when I keep repeating the same behaviors, being consistent, after a while I start going into a resistance and try to ‘change things up’ or make justifications as to why I don’t need to remain consistent.  Like at work, remaining consistent means always performing up to a certain level all the time and on time.  However, sometimes, when my consistency has created so much value and momentum, then I take a ‘break’ and let it go for a while.  So, the power of consistency is that step by step, brick by brick, and breath by breath – through consistency, one empowers self to achieve what one has set out to do and become.

 

Consistency dictionary definition:

• ·        (of a person, behavior, or process) unchanging in achievement or effect over a period of time.
• ·        compatible or in agreement with something

• of an argument or set of ideas) not containing any logical contradictions.

 

Charge: Negative

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted to myself to judge being too consistent as bad / negative / limiting / boring.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that remaining consistent empowers self to effectively and quickly move to and towards any goal that one sets.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that remaining consistent, within the point of following through with goals and commitments when and as they come up by simply directing self to do them, is self empowering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make excuses and justifications as to why I should not remain consistent to follow through with my commitments and goals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify not following through with my commitments and goals within the point that ‘it is self-limiting / limiting my self-expressions / limiting my ability to be spontaneous’ if I do so at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am missing out on other things that I would like to do, in the moment, if I remain consistent and follow through with the goals and commitments that I have already decided to do.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to remain consistent within whom I am in every breath, but instead have accepted and allowed myself to develop multiple personalities and characters that activate depending on who I am with and what I want in the moment.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that remaining consistent within who I am in every breath, is real equal and one living and best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that living the word consistent as who I am means that I remain the same in every moment, unchanged, and that whoever is around me will have the same account and observation of who I am because I am one and the same, always and under all circumstances.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to contradict myself through having multiple personalities and characters activate, within and as me, so that I can get what I want in spite of every one else.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that remaining consistent within being the same in every breath, as substance, is the foundation and building block of developing self-trust – because I can trust myself to be who I am as the physical in every breath and because I know who I am because I remain consistent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to activate personalities and characters because of fear and in order to avoid that what I fear, instead of remaining here and breathing and thus remaining consistent where I stand as who I am as the physical and as the breath as the solution.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to remain consistent in every breath wherein I remain here, breathing, within and as the physical no matter what the circumstances, conditions, or issues that I face.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value in being

‘Spontaneous’ wherein through this I place a negative value in being consistent and thus go into resistance towards remaining consistent.  Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that remaining consistent and being spontaneous are two mutually exclusive things when I see, realize, and understand that when I live the words consistent and spontaneous as who I am in every breath – that they are indeed not mutually exclusive, but rather just two expressions that I can indeed live at the same time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist / go into resistance to being consistent, wherein I judge and have judged being too consistent as bad and self limiting.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect fear to the point of being limited when I see, realize, and understand that fear and being directed by fear is actually the most self-limiting thing that I can do.

When and as I see myself activating other personalities or characters due to a fear reaction or due to desire or because I have judged something or someone negatively or positively or because of self-interest and spite, all to get what I want or protect myself from what I fear – I stop and I breathe.  I do not accept and allow this because I see, realize, and understand that within the point of activating various characters and personalities that I am not remaining consistent.  I remind myself that I have committed myself to live the word consistency as who I am in every breath and that means that I remain one and the same, as the physical and as the breath, no matter whom I am around or what the circumstances are.  Thus, I commit myself to breath and bring myself back here and remain consistent within myself and also remain consistent within the point of doing and fulfilling all the commitments and responsibilities that I have no matter how many times I have done the same thing before, and without judgment.

 

New Definition – the dictionary definition listed above stands.