Dictionary Definition of Persistence:
: The
quality that allows someone to continue doing something or trying to do
something even though it is difficult or opposed by other people
: The
state of occurring or existing beyond the usual, expected, or normal time
Sounding:
- Per cyst ants
- Peruses stance
- Pur sis stance
- Per sustenance
Charge:
Negative (overall)
Self-forgiveness
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge persistence as
‘negative / bad’, overall within and as me.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that through
persistence I will be bugging others.
Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
connect fear to the point of possibly ‘bugging’ others through my actions or my
persistence.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear to
being ‘too persistent’ and thus limit my self-expression within and as the
living of the word ‘persistent’ as who I am.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others who I
perceive as persistent as being a ‘nuisance’
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist persistence
because I have judge the act of doing the same thing over and over again as
negative / bad and boring.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define persistence
and the act of persistence as boring and dull.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within and as
myself a belief that being persistent is to live a boring and dull life-
wherein, within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to place positive value in ‘my right’ to be spontaneous in my actions
regardless of whether or not the point of being persistent will bring any value
to my life or others.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist the act of
being persistent because of memories that I hold onto from the past of when I
was a child being called ‘persistent’ by my parents when and as they were
actually saying this word to me to let me know to stop bugging them. Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to resist persistence because ‘I don’t want to bug anyone’
of which is based upon memories, and thus I am just living in the past.
Creative
Writing on Persistence:
- To like, Perseus, the Greek hero, persevere over the ‘enemy’, or difficulties one encounters.
- To make someone happy through one’s stance within the sounding ‘purr’, like a cat, sis ‘stance’
- To provide sustenance for self or others through one’s actions
Persistence,
redefined: the act of returning to do something until a goal or purpose is
achieved; with no expectations of how long or easy something should take, but
instead within the self-commitment to simply return to do what is required no
matter what until success is achieved.
I
commit myself to be persistent and to live persistence as who I am in every
here breath by simply directing myself to return to all tasks that I commit
myself to until I reach my goals and objectives no matter the difficulty and
without any expectations of how things should go.
When
and as I see myself reacting in fear that I am being too persistent / pushy
towards others, I stop and I breathe. I
do not accept and allow this because I see, realize, and understand that so
long as what I am doing is not within self-interest and am required to be done,
and then what I am doing must stand. I
commit myself to apply myself within persistence and breathe through any
resistance to doing so.
When
and as I see myself judging the act of persistence as boring and self-limiting,
I stop and I breathe. I do not accept
and allow myself to judge this way because I see, realize, and understand that
this judgment is not real, and that I am only limiting myself within the point
that I have am limiting myself to be able to achieve my goals and fully express
myself here. I thus commit myself to
breathe and press on with my actions.
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