Day 319 - Mind Construct

 
This is a brief testimony of what my first mind construct has done for me.  In brief, working through my first mind construct totally revolutionized the way that I see myself and my mind.  This sounds grandiose, but it is indeed the case.  Since doing my mind construct, I cannot even have a thought emerge in my mind that I do not question, let alone an emotion or a feeling.  The practice of working through my first mind construct not only helped me to sort out various points in regards to the direct topic, but it also opened my eyes to how and who I am living within and as in relation to literally every point in my world.  This does not mean that it solved all my mental hang-ups in all areas, but it does mean that the level of bullshit that I accept and allow towards literally everything has been severely limited.  In other words, my first mind construct has helped me to identify and see more clearly all the bullshit that I exist as.  This is so because one of the main practices in the mind construct is to 'name that game'.  In other words, every thought, feeling, and emotion that we have is actually a game of some sort.  It might be the belief game or the justification game.  It might be a complex web of various games all put together for a greater game.  But, no matter what, if one participates in thoughts, feelings, and emotions - there is a game that one is playing at some level and ultimately this game is pure un-adulterated bullshit.  Thus, now that I have done my first mind construct, there is literally not one thought that I can accept and allow myself to get away with.  Sure, I might still accept and allow thoughts, feelings, and emotions due to where I am currently in my process - but I do not excuse or justify a single one.  Now, since I have done the mind construct, when and as thoughts, feelings, and emotions come up, I quickly 'name that game' in my head, and then I make a note that these are areas that I need to address and purify and ultimately end - as opposed to before the mind construct.  And that is just the side benefit.  The main benefit was on the topic itself, of which the mind construct assisted me in re-aligning myself within and equal and one relationship to the topic.  In this case, the topic was on my house - and I had no idea how much bullshit that I had created in relationship to my house.  So, that is my brief testimony on the awesomeness of doing a mind construct.