Day 132 - SF on the 'Perfect Driving Experience', Continued

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I have created ideas and expectatinos within and as my mind of how I am to experience myself when driving – of having the perfect driving experience where everyone drives like me – and as such I have created an expectation within and as ideas and pictures in my mind that other drivers must give me these expediences as I had stored them within and as my mind as picture presentations of what it is that I would like to experience – and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am expecting other drivers to know what it is that I would like to experience, and when other drivers dont give these epxeriences to me as I had created the expectation wthin and as myself to experience, I would step into the blame character where I would go into blaming them for not giving me what it is it tha I believe that I desreve to experience, not seeing, realising, and understanding that I had created a fantasy world – 'perfect driving experience' – within and as pictures and ideas in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold expectations in my mind of the 'perfect driving experience' based on pictures and ideas within and as my mind, and then when other dirvers don't give this to me I step into the annoyance character, becoming annoyed and aggravated at these drivers because I hold the belief that 'they must know that they are driving too slow, etc, and are doing this on purpose or because they are bad drivers', instead of seeing, realising, and understanding that everyone has their own dirving prefernce and I can not expect everyone to drive like me nor know how I like to drive nor even respect how I like to drive.

I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to feel disrespected by other drivers who impede my ability to have the 'perfect driving experience.'

I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to 'take it personally' when other drivers impede my ability to have the perfect driving experience.

To Be Continued...