I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to become possessed by the 'I've gotta do
something else' character, that I created as a consequence of my
participation in the idea and belief that 'I can only do something
for so long', where I have no self will and am thus directed by the
energy / feeling of this character.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when energy as a
feeling directs me as who I am, that I am not present as the moment
as all that I have become is the embodiment of that energy as a
feeling.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to be directed by the energy as a feeling, within
and as myself, of and as the 'I gotta do something else' character
that I step into, where the energy as a feeling takes over and then I
say 'I gotta do something else', 'I cannot do the same thing for too
long', 'I am bored', 'this does not feel right' – where I am no
longer directing who I am within and as the moment, but am directed
by this energy which I have become to believe is me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to trust this energy / feeling to such an extent
that I would believe that this feeling / energy / possession is me,
is who I really am, and then would react to it as if it were real, as
if it were real independent of my own particiaption within and as it
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when I am
following an energy as a feeling within and as myself I am being
directed by a pre-programmed design that I have created and allowed
to exist within and as myself which is an automated system that can
be terminated like any program.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to create the 'I've gotta do something else
character' within and as myself as a consequence to my creation of
the belief / idea that there is a 'limit to how long I can do the
same task' and through this I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to limit myself to how long I can do the same thing
thus limiting myself to how effective I can be and become if I were
to allow myself to sit and complete a task from start to finish
without any mind-possessions pulling me away from the task. Within
this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not
see, realize, and understand that I was the one that had decided to
limit myself within and as this belief where I would create a
physical resistance as a feeling to 'get up and go do something else'
to the extent where I would even start to feel fidgety and physically
uncomfortable when I am in a situation where I believe I am unable to
sit and complete a task because I have been doing it for 'too' long.
To be continued...
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