Day 133 – Corrective Application on the Blame Aspect of the 'Perfect Driving Experience'

When and as I see myself going into the 'blame' character, while driving, because of my expecting others to give me that what I designed as the 'perfect driving experience' which exists as pictures, ideas and expectations within and as my mind- where I blame others for 'getting in the way' of my fulfilling these expectations, pictures, and ideas of the 'perfect driving experience', as expressed through my getting frustrated, impatient, and angry at them, I stop and I breathe – I do not accept and allow myself, nor do I justify myself to go into the 'blame character' where I blame others, expressed through having emotional reactions towards them, for not giving me what it is that exists within and as my own mind - and thus I commit myself to no longer expect from others to give unto me the ideas, pictures, and expectations that I have created within and as my mind, that exist as memories, of the 'perfect driving experience'

I see, realize, and understand that trying to, and expecting others to help, manifest these ideas and pictures that exist within and as my mind as memories is separating myself from what is here, and from my living 'here' – within living and breathing within and as my physical experience of just simply driving without any reactions, judgements, or expectations of the mind – just driving. Thus I commit myself to just simply driving – to driving, breathing, and stopping my mind as the pictures, ideas, and expectations of the 'perfect driving experience' - through breathing and remaining here, while I drive, as one with and as the physical.