Day 143 – Self Commitments To Stop Beliefs

I commit myself to identifying and then investigating everything that I take for granted as real and true of myself, of others, and of this world, to see if it stands that test of 'common sense in application within and as the physical, to see if it is in fact physically verifiable, practical, and possible, and to see if it's outflow of consequences are best for all - because I see, realize, and understand that beliefs and holding onto beliefs only supports the mind-consciousness system in its endless quest for energy charged through participating in emotions and feelings generated by how I have defined myself in relation to things in my world through my beliefs which would all fall apart if my beliefs where to be shown to be untrue.

I commit myself to stopping the practice of attaching justifications and self-righteousness to ideas, so that I can make myself believe my ideas to be true and real, so that I can feel justified and right 'in my own eyes' while I pursue self-interest and positive energy or even negative energy as emotion and feeling reactions to what I do based on those beliefs.

I commit myself to investigating all my desires, because I see, realize, and understand that desires often lead to one attaching justifications and self-righteousness to an idea, thus creating a belief that will give permission or access to the fulfillment of a desire.

I commit myself to stopping myself, slowing myself down and breathing when and as I go into an automated response of 'defensiveness' when and as one of my ideas or beliefs are challenged because I see, realize, and understand that I may not even know that I am reacting within and as a belief but that my defensiveness is a 'red-flag' saying 'here I am. There is a belief here. Come check me out.' - and Then from that point, I commit myself to identify, investigate, and then purge whatever underlying belief there was that caused me to be defensive.

I commit myself to no longer take-for granted what society or others tell me because I fear that I am not able to see for myself because I see, realize, and understand that we are all equals in common sense and that one only need to investigate in common sense what others say so as to verify if something is true, and if one does not have the common sense developed to verify something, one can simply put it on hold until a later date to verify it is is true or not when one develops the commons sense to do so.

I commit myself to no longer 'blindly' act, but to act within common sense and awareness within everything that I do within every breath.  I see, realize, and understand that this will take time, as I breath-by-breath explore myself and everything that I have ever believed to be true, of which there are many things that I still believe, but cannot see yet because I am 'blindly' reacting within and as beliefs that I have pre-programmed over a lifetime within my conscious and subconscious mind. – thus I commit myself to slowing down and breathing and traveling into my mind with awareness so that I can see myself for who I really am and see whether or not beliefs exist within and as me and are directing me.

I commit myself to no longer being directed by beliefs, desires, or ideas charged / attached with justifications, self-righteousness, and emotional bodies by slowing myself down through breathing and stopping my mind thus bringing myself 'here' within and as the breath, so that I can see myself for what I am accepting and allowing.