I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the words
'divine-inner guide' as positive / good in separation of myself where
I react in excitement and become and positively energized when I hear
these words and then become even more excited when I hear someone
speak that I can be these words because I have separated myself from
these words as me – thus within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to be moved by words and ideas instead of
me moving me in absolute oneness and equality.
I forgive myself
that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that
who I really am is right here within and as the physical, as my body,
as all that is physically here – everything that I can touch and
feel is me – and that nothing exists as a divine-inner guide
outside of the energies of the words that we alone within and as our
minds associate with it / the physical reality. And within this, I
forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and
understand that words alone do not change what is here – that
regardless of what one calls oneself of others, one is still here one
and the same before and after the words are spoken / allocated to the
being / object – and within this it is self-deceptive to believe in
self or others or objects as the ideas and pictures that exist within
one's mind instead of seeing things for what they are in the
physical, equal and one, where no fancy titles are required of self
or others.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself within and as
my mind to such an extent that I would want to believe in the idea of
myself as divine so that I can lift myself up within and as the
energy of the idea / belief itself. And within this, I forgive
myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand
that when I give myself permission to believe that I am really
divine, then I open up myself to even more self-abuse through within
and as my mind – because everything of the idea of the
'divine-inner guide' exists within and as pictures in one's mind and
has nothing to do with / does not exist here in this physical reality
outside of the mind.
I see, realize, and
understand that it is self-deception and self-manipulation within the
point that one is manipulating self into a positive experience and
relationship with self by believing in self as a divine inner guide
so as to alleviate the negative experience of self that always exists
as a result of living a life within and as a mind-consciousness
being, and thus although the idea of beings a 'divine-inner guide'
sounds like a wonderful solution, it is not and will only lead one
into one's mind even further which will exacerbate the negative
experience of self even more-so.
I see, realize, and
understand that I am my own guide already when and as I apply common
sense to both my reality and my own mind, so that I can direct myself
to do what is practical to manage myself in this reality as it exists
now to the best of my abilities, and to slow-down and eventually stop
my mind that is constantly creating both positive and negative
energies / experiences that direct me so long as I accept and allow
it within and as my ignore-ance which is perpetuated through my
believing ideas such self as a divine inner guide.
And thus, I commit
myself to being my own guide through within and as applying common
sense where I investigate myself as my mind so as to stop all the
energies, beliefs, reactions, ideas, and words that are directing me
– so that I can finally breath and live here in the physical of no
mind as all as one as equal. And I will do this through guiding
myself to apply common sense to all things.
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