Day 109 – New Years Resolution

I am not always one to make a new years resolution, but this year, I would like to make one. In this new year, I am making the resolution to birth within myself / gift myself the qualities of self-commitment and self discipline. I would like to do this because I would am at a point where I need to accomplish a few things:

• I need to be able to stand within the system financially
• I need to be able to move myself within the expansion of my self-awareness to the utmost extent possible within the time that I have.
• I need to be able to assist and support my partner and children and then all of humanity to what is best for all.

On the first point, Standing Financially Within the System, I am, at this time, still dependent on help from others to survive within this system. I work hard, but this is still the case. I could develop myself to become more financially independent, and that would mean that I would have to face certain character 'traits' that are holding me back. I would have to transcend these traits through self-honesty, self-forgiveness, and following through with corrective application.

On the second point, Moving myself within the Expansion of my Self-Awareness – what I mean by this is the simple point of stopping my existence as a mind-consciousness system placement in this world within applying a total self-commitment within and supported by the self-discipline to choose first to do, always, what is best for all in every breath that I take. This means, to 'choose' to apply myself in every moment of breath. This means to write as much as possible. This means to research and support myself to expand my self-awareness of myself as much as possible. This means to support others and the group as much as possible. It is time now, to really see what I can do within the time that I have in these points. There is no more time to waste.

On the second point, to assist and support my partner and children and then all of humanity to what is best for all – Of course all beings are equal within my self-application here, but my partner and children I actually live with, so I need to have my focus on them to be there for them, as them, in every breath, kind of like my testing ground for my self-application. And of course, my children, I need to give them every opportunity to be as pure as possible so that when the come of age, transcending the mind will not be so difficult.

There are many topics of self-forgiveness that would assist in realizing this resolution, of which I will do in future posts.