Day 122 – Self Forgiveness on My 3 Minds

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself into and as the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the mind, as a mind-consciousness system placement within the unified field.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself split myself into 3 minds, the conscious mind, the subconscious mind, and the unconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because I have split myself into three minds, I have the experience of 'not knowing where my thoughts, feelings, and emotions' come from. And within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe my thoughts, feelings, and emotions to be me / who I am / of me, when in fact, my thoughts, feelings, and emotions originate from my subconscious and unconscious minds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my 'personality' is unique and individual when in fact, it is only my own 'unique' tailoring of the downloaded personality traits from my parents going back 10 generations based on my personal life experience.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my personality traits are downloaded from my parents going back 10 generations into my subconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my conscious mind derives its thoughts from my subconscious, which contains the downloaded information from my parents and also from the unconscious mind, and because I don't realize this I believe that my thoughts are authentic and that they are me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my thoughts, feelings, and emotions are me, are who I really am, when in fact they are derived from downloaded information from my parents / family tree and also the unified consciousness field / unconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the unconscious mind is that which connects and interconnects all of humanity / all human beings.

And within this, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because of the unconscious minds connection and interconnectedness that this manifests the unified consciousness field wherein I with all human beings, collectively, holographically project and create this reality as is, together, as one.

And thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this word is real, in the sense that what is here exists independent of me / of my thoughts, and that whatever I am experiencing is real, that whatever is going on in my mind is real, that who I am is real because of my /our mutual experience of this holographic reality as real, as confirmation of this.

And thus, I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because of the interconnectedness of the unified field which is the unconscious, which I exist as, I am therefore individually responsible for what is happening in this entire world – including starvation, poverty, rape, murder, war, violence, governments, rules, laws, money, fraud, famine, everything