Day 111 – Thoughts, Thinking, and Mind Possessions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the pursuit of energy to fuel the systems that I live as.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every thought that I have is of a system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear stopping all of my thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself within and as thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compound/layer the energy from thoughts within and as my physical body by thinking and repeating thoughts over and over again in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that by thinking thoughts over and over again, the energy from these thoughts compounds to a point that eventually have to release it within and as acting out in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the 'atrocities' in this world are there to show me the consequences of my participation in thoughts and thinking and that I am not different than the rapist, murderer, or molester in that I am feeding the same systems as they, only they are acting out in the physical what I am able to resist myself or redirect within and as an acceptable application within and as this world – such as having relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot stop my thoughts or that my world would be any less 'exciting / fulfilling' if I were to simply breathe and stop thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as patterns / thoughts patterns / personality patterns / emotional patterns / feeling patterns.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize / take my power back by seeing, realizing, and understanding that I am not the thoughts that I have, and therefore I can stop them before going into a certain pattern that is triggered by my thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to my thoughts as they come up by participating in them when I can, as a solution, stop them by simply breathing and remaining here – proving to myself that I am not my thoughts and my thoughts do not possess / control me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within and as thinking / judging myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within and as my thoughts and self-judgments.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all that is here, as my myself, within and as thinking, defining myself, and judging myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow thoughts and thought patterns to be repeated within and as my mind over and over again, which then compounds within my mind and physical body to a point of where I feel a need to release the energy of these thoughts within physical action – which is mind-possession where I as the physical am completely controlled and directed by my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mind-possessed / controlled by my mind because I have accepted and allowed myself to think too much and to think the same thoughts / thought patterns over and over again.

I see, realize, and understand that I am not my thoughts.

I realize that by thinking and participating in thoughts, that I become my thoughts

I realize that by thinking and participating in thoughts that I give my power away to my thoughts.

I realize that by stopping my thoughts even before they come up, that I take my directive power back in that I can stop the entire system that is activated by that thought in ONE breath and remain here.

I realize that by thinking and participating in thoughts over and over again, I set myself up to eventually become mind-possessed / completely controlled and directed in the physical by my mind.

I commit myself to stopping my thoughts when and as they come up – and even before they come up, as I see them coming up.

I commit myself to breathing as a solution.

I commit myself to investigating my thoughts and then writing about the patterns, emotions, feelings, characters that are related to my thoughts in an intricate web of mind-control, so that I can stop my thoughts, transcend my thoughts and live here as the physical in every breath