Day 123 – Self-forgiveness on My Three Minds, Continued

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that everything that I physically see, in my reality, and my experience within what I've seen, is saved within my subconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that all my senses send electrical waves through my entire human physical body and those waves are captured and saved within the unconscious mind design.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that within the sensations of my five senses, as the electricity flows though my physical body, creates a picture.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what I see is an illusion and that 'this reality is not real'. And within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that what I touch, here, in this physical reality is real, yet what I experience withing myself – this is the illusion.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that to believe that this reality is an illusion is basically trying to find a way to hide from the consequential experiences that I know I must face because of my participation within my inner experience, within and as the illusion which is created by my participation in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the subconscious mind plays an important role in having me maintain my illusion inside myself as according to what I experience – in that the subconscious mind makes what I experience inside of myself seem real.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the subconscious minds role is the make me thing that what is here as what I touch is not real, but what I experience inside myself is real – when its actually the other way around.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that everything that I experience inside myself – any movement, any thought, any reaction – that there's a story behind it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the deception that all that exists inside me is only what I experience in the moment – and that there is nothing behind my thoughts, feelings, and emotions that come up.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that even if I participate in one thought or one reaction – everything of my entire mind activates – and so I become 'lost' within the overwhelmingness of what the subconscious, conscious, and unconscious mind represent.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the world wouldn't be what it is and human beings would not experience themselves as they are if the unconscious mind didn't exist, which is manifesting and creating the unified consciousness field.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself the see, realize, and understand that that which connects and interconnects human beings is the unconscious mind, and because of this interconnectedness manifests the unified consciousness field.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the unified consciousness field is what we as human beings collectively, holographically project and create because of the connection and interconnectedness of our unconscious minds, as one, together.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that every human being, including me, is responsible for everything that is happening in our entire world within the point that if one participates in even one thought, in the conscious mind, one is therefore busy charging the unconscious mind which uploads the energy of one's thoughts, feelings, and emotions, into the unified consciousness field and then into other beings, thought the interconnectedness of the unconscious mind, which these other beings then act out the polarity equations of one's thoughts giving everything the right to exist in this world, even rape, murder, war, everything.