JTL Day 68 – Supporting Myself to find Points of Self-Dishonesty that I am Living

I find it difficult to remember all the process support points from the videos and readings that I view. I hear what is being said, and understand it, but when a little time goes by, I become confused and forgetful as to what was said. Then I go about my day and have these 'blinders' on where I just cannot identify any points of self-dishonesty. 

So, I am going back to the basics and taking quotes from the following 2 videos as a form of support to assist me in becoming more clear as to what it really means to birth myself as life from the physical and live here as the breath as all as one as equal, and what it really means to live as a mind consciousness system as thoughts, feelings, and emotions in separation from myself. This will assist me in seeing more clearly, I believe, my self-dishonesty as living as the mind and then seeing more clearly will help me to find points to write about.

From the video by the portal: “Life as Who I Am”

So, this video, and the following quotes, helps me to see who I am as life and what is life:

“I exist as the suppressed nature of man that have been allowed by the mind consciousness systems within”

“I exist as You as Who You Are. And, the Process is to become One and Equal with Me as Life as Who I Am.”

“And the Expression, Manifestation, and Experience of Life will only be the Unification of Man with Me, as Who you Are as Life, of Life, of Who I Am, once Mind Consciousness Systems as thoughts, feelings, and emotions are released – completely.”

“You become the Realization of Life as All as One of Who I Am, as I Am - One as Equal. Here, in every Moment. Self Expression, as One as Equal, as I Am. It is Here, Human Beings. It is merely required to be Realized, and how it is Realized is through Forgiveness and Self Application. Self Forgiveness.”

“And, in the Silence that is You - I remain.”

“So Give yourself the Gift that is You, the Gift that is Life, the Gift that is Me, the Gift that is I Am.”

“The Gift that Stand as Who You Are - Infinitely. And Remains as Who You Are, as you Express, Live, and Apply Who you Are as Life.”

And from the video: “Conversations with Thoughts - Self Deception”

“Ever notice how when you're thinking - you perceive yourself as separate from the other people around you?”

“How can we treat each other as equals, as one with ourselves when we are not actually Here, Equal and One with the Moment, but are limited to a small space inside our head within thinking?”



“How can we be One and Equal with ourselves when thoughts exist within us that come up automatically and we leave the moment of breath awareness / reality awareness, separating ourselves from ourselves Here in and as the moment?”

“If you think, where are you?...You are suppressing yourself...because how is it possible to be present here as you as the entirety of you as the breath and what is here as your world?”

“That would be an example of separation. Why? Your not here...”

“...when thoughts are going on in your mind (conversation in your mind), your only here in your mind...you're not present as yourself as the entirety of you world as you”

“...when thoughts/conversations are going on in your mind, see yourself as separate from beings that surround you...you're not able to allow and stand as the being as equal and one here and treat all of humanity as equal and one with you. If your not able to do that, you know that your still thinking and you’ve got thoughts in your mind and that your separating yourself from you”

That is self-deception – 'who we are is equal and one with all beings in our world/existence, its who we are....so with having thoughts/conversations with ourselves in our mind we are deceiving ourselves in believing that we are separate from ourselves. And in that belief we manifest that belief as conversations we have in our mind, separating ourselves from ourselves within our world and its entirety and its existence.”

“so the moment you know you are separate from you is when you have conversations in you mind and you are up here in your head.”

“...When you use your head you know that you have separated you from you, because where do you exist? As all as one as equal, as the infinite moment between the in-breath and the out-breath, that’s how you know I am here...and you notice within your expression with beings in your world.”

I will go into these points in future writings as needed. However, I want to get them on paper as a reference and starting point as self-support to remind and assist me in keeping focused on where and how to know the difference of when I am living here as all as one as equal and when I am not so that I can identify the points that I need to address in self-honesty and self-forgiveness.